So yea life sucks...

[checkers787878]

Well I am not in the best of moods...
Here are my many reasons why:
1. Dad in hospital
2.Not the best grades on my english project and chem test
3. A bunch of midterms, tests, and projects due in the next couple of weeks.
4. I really need a job
5. I am broke
6. There is way too much stress. 
My only option...
SUICIDE...
yea i probably wont go that far but

Comments

[howdid_i_die]

suicide is a no

[checkers787878]

yea I know, i was just stressed.

[demonic_jaken]

suicide? bitch please, this is not middle school anymore

im sorry your dad is in the hospital

again, for a job try to find one on base, you will get a pass on base, and its an easy job whether you work at the commissary or mcdonalds

[checkers787878]

lol true. Yea I should look into that base job.

[smokingguns_lie]

im sorry you're stressed and stuff, its kinda making me have second thoughts about college...im sorry about you're dad too, is he okay? umm yeah if you need to talk just give me a ring-a-ling-ding 8133550. feel better. <3

[checkers787878]

I feel better now, I was just having a really bad day the other day. Dont have second thought about college, its fun most of the time. Its just midterms and stuff and I have alot of other stuff going on. I was just upset when I wrote all of that. Its not that bad actually. It could be worse. I just havent been studying the way I should lately. My dad is getting out of the hospital today but he is probably going to have to have suregey, he has colitis. Well I give you a call this weekend, we should hang out sometime.

[smokingguns_lie]

definitly, saturday night? party? beach? i think so. :]

[__mysteriesxx]

I'm sorry about everything. :(. Please don't do the suicide thing, that's not cool.

PS. A friend of yours left a comment that wasn't the nicest, basically telling me everything with Jeff isn't real, like him looking back, etc. doesn't mean he likes me, when all my friends say he does. It's in my most recent post if you wanna see it.

♥