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[chat_mime]

tired.
i'm tired of loving people who don't love me.

i'm tired.
i would close my eyes, and just ask for someone to take me in his/her arms.
and to hear i love youuu.

why do i always fall in love with the wrong people?

Trickkk.
i always swear to myself i won't never ever love again... and then i feel it coming
i'm surrounded by my own feeling
it's everywhere

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[scarletdulcinea]

Is it love, or infatuation? Infatuation is dangerous-- it comes quickly, and powerfully, but it burns away quickly. Love is slower, and deeper, and... theoretically... shouldn't cause pain.

[chat_mime]

it's love.

it's just that i'm used to it, so each time i feel a little tiny feeling of love, i repress it.

so it's kinda like infatuation... but if i would allow myself to fully have the feeling, it would be love. And if the person i love would love me too in return, well, it would be pure Looooove

and it would be awesome.

it's not the feeling of love that is causing me troubles and pain. it's the feeling of rejection. if i just sit, and focus on my love for the person, then i am happy.

but knowing the reality, it tears me appart to know this is just love coming from me.

as always.

[scarletdulcinea]

If the person is really and truly rejecting you, then they aren't worth your time.