it's been a long year,
and i've made a lot of mistakes.

luckily i've learned from them all.

what a perfect weekend.

date party was friday, such a shit show, love my phis <3
saturday i worked alll dayyy loonnggg, but it was sunny and gorgeous,
and even though i got sunburnt, it was a lot of fun.
after a long day of work joey and i drove up to springfield.
watched him practice all day today, yayyy paintball!
haha, too bad im too much of a little ( Read more... )

I'm really upset, and i just don't even know why.
I mean, i keep thinking about certain things in my life, and i just don't like the way they are.
It drives me absolutely crazy when i think about natalie.
Lately i feel like all i wanna do is talk to her,
bc i know she would make me feel a thousand times better.
Why do people have to die.
I hate god and i ( Read more... )

emotionless.

the tears fall down my face,

as if on instinct.

so i'm in jersey at my roommate's house, which is pretty cool.  i'm sitting on her floor on my laptop and i just finished eating my first wawa sub ever. hahha, wawa kicks 711's ass so hard.  we're going to see paramore tomorrow.  i guess i'm kind of excited but i saw them recently so it's not like i'm overflowing with enthusiasm lol.  i kind of ( Read more... )

there's just so much going on in my life right now.  school starts in like two weeks, what the hell. COLLEGE?!  how and when did i become a college student.  moving into hofstra, and living on my own without my parents.. oh boy.  i'm excited, but at the same time i'm kind of scared.  i just really don't want to fuck up.  i met my roommate, she's ( Read more... )

I'm tired of people letting me down.
I'm tired of letting good friendships fall apart.
Just once, i want things to be different.

my life right now is fucking kickass.

ryan sweeney, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me.
i love every single second i spend with you,
and at the end of the day, my face is sore from smiling.

niamh kelliher, youre my besty.
we fight all the time, but you know its only out of love.
"this.. is why.. i love you." hahaha

rahhhh, love my life.

prom ( Read more... )

Hi, i'm the happiest girl on earth,
with the cutest boyfriend on earth to match.

Ryan Sweeney
<3

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you
are
dead
to
me.

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