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[chalkpastels]

some times i just stinkin miss her... not much i can do about it though i guess

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[just_a_toe]

i know! but i love you!

[sobeaddict]

If you're talking about who I think you're talking about.

We all do.

I see her out of the corner of my eyes still.

[chalkpastels]

she's still in my address book in my phone, i just can't seem to bring myself to delete her

[cop8_wannabe]

I was just going through my facebook friends list. I know what you mean. It really stinks.

[tomgeek]

First, I miss them both. All three if you include the dog, but more emphasis on the girls.

Secondly, it definitely was rough deleting the ghostly phone numbers, but I did that in August after Molly got her freaky calls. The facebook remains, though, as more of a memorial than anything else.

Finally, I really don't see them as gone. They keep reappearing in my thoughts, dreams, friends, etc. And as long as I keep doing so, they'll never die. They affected our lives while they were here, and continue to affect our lives from beyond the grave. Immortality in a sense.

However, tangible would be so much better. So many things that we still could have done. The coulda's are what get me the most.

But then again, my emotions are all but stifled anyways. I just didn't get the same experience that most of you guys/gals did and thus will forever think/feel slightly different. I still want to go back. Nothing was complete when I went. I want a better closure. Plans will be made eventually.