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lost
head's been lost in a fog for the past few weeks. I think it's because my doctor fucked up my adderall prescription again. She gave me regular instead of XR. So instead of a whole day of focus, I have 6 hours of focus and a miserable amphetamine dropoff. I would have had her change it if I had realized before I got home. But since I didn't, I'd ( Read more... ) -
mundane pleasantries
today is rather empty of interest.
I did some laundry.
I made pancakes for breakfast, and chicken and rice for lunch.
I played hours of dorf fort. getting the hang of it.
yesterday was pretty quiet too.
I cleaned the kitchen top to bottom and the bathroom too.
My boyfriend and I watched Black Dynamite. :)
Watched a little Adventure Time.
Made a weird yarn ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know, nor care when the last time I posted was. I've been too busy riding the roller coaster of life ( Read more... ) -
Autumn Reverence
Today was unexpectedly beautiful. I woke up to go to a lecture and instead I showed up for a symphony. I got to hear a cello- live in our auditorium. (my favorite musical instrument)
Afterwards I asked for and received a warm hug from a friend.
When I stepped outside the wind was blowing leaves around in an endless swirling dance, drowning out all ( Read more... ) -
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are you ready to spill your guts ( Read more... ) -
journal entry from a while back
Taboo.
longing for someone you can't have.
And knowing they don't want you.
Rejected. Dejected.
Out of Bounds and Not your Type.
It's okay because I want you to be happy.
Funny though, because when I see you happy with others and not me,
I'm not happy for you- I'm sad for myself.
I want the best for you even when I'm not in the picture-
which ( Read more... ) -
upset beyond sad.
homesickness strike 3 ( Read more... ) -
*PUKE*
I have to write a response paper to a packet I read about Jeff Koons. What a fruitcake. I hate everything about his art and his process. Writing this paper is making me ill. -
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Sarah Choi- I blame you and thank you at the same time for youtube's Chinese Guy- freakin' hysterical. -
Unpleasant.
I am, in simplest terms, unwell.