Wasted Years
Hello minna, gomen if I haven't been able to update the fic the way you guys want it. lol. I'm still pondering about what to write next.rofl. I want to congratulate my kouhai[s] too! Jona and Aya-chan... Omedetou!!! I'm sorry I couldn't greet you in person today <3 I hope you two had fun... Now it's time for college <333 Now for the fic...
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Title: Wasted Years
Chapter: [ 3/?]
Rating: PG-13 ~ NC-17 for later chapters [although Chapter 3 isn't really considered to be a 'LATE' chap..O_o]
Pairing: Mainly TegoPi. There's RyoPi and RyoUchi too <3. I mentioned KoyaShige too btw. Lol *gets kicked for leaving Massu all alone*
Genre: Romance/Angst/some Crack here and there
Summary: Ryo and Pi had been best friends for half of their lives. Lately, they've become best friends with benefits. YamaPi had been quite obsessed about his relationship with his best friend and was totally oblivious of Tegoshi's feelings for him. Ryo, on the other hand, still has feelings for Uchi and is always waiting for the younger boy's return. Find out what happens when Uchi comes back from his suspension…. [ok. So I suck at summaries…please just read the story and skip this part..rofl]
A/N: I'm raising the rating for this chapter… NC-17 for the mention of BJ. *gets kicked*. Sorry for the lack of TegoPi in the first 2 chapters, I'll make it up to you now. XDDDDDD. Thanks for reading as always and thanks also to
echiryo for rushing me.lol. I mean it in a good way… I'm writing chapter 7 now. <333
[ chapter 1] [ chapter 2] [ chapter 4][ chapter 5][chapter 6][chapter 7][ chapter 8][chapter 9][ chapter 10][ chapter 11][ chapter 12 part 1][ chapter 12 part 2]
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Chapter 3. No Matter What
"Hai, se no~"
"…"
"…"
"…"
"Anou… Yamashita-kun?"
"Hai?"
"I'm filming now…"
"Oh."
YamaPi wanted to bang his head on the concrete wall at his stupidity. He quickly apologized to Tegoshi saying that he somehow forgot his lines as an excuse. He looked around his own room thinking why on earth this is happening to him.
Following Ryo's lead, he went back home with Tegoshi to 'help' him out with some stuff. Truth is, he didn't really need any help to do anything but since Uchi returned, Ryo never left the boy's side. He never imagined that this'll happen though. And since Tegoshi has already agreed, YamaPi frantically thought of something he needs 'helping' with.
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"So what is it that you need to finish, Yamashita-san?"
"Ah… Anou… My former High School teacher called me about a week ago and asked if I can do a VTR that talk about my former school and stuff… Can you help me?"
"Whoah~ suge… Mochiron dayo! I'll help you with it. Suge~ They're asking you to do an ad for the school…"
"Hehe…sort of...."
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…And so, here he is together with Tegoshi, trying to film the damned VTR for him.
"Daijoubu desu ka, Yamashita-san?" Tegoshi asked.
"Daijoubu desu. It's late, Tegoshi. Will you be OK?" YamaPi said turning to the boy sitting on his bed with a camcorder in hand.
"Un! Besides, I'm not a kid anymore so you don't have to worry that much about me." The younger boy said giving him another smile that somehow made the boy look even younger than his real age, contradicting what he had just said about being a kid-no-more.
"Still, it's late. Go home. I'll just make an excuse tomorrow…" YamaPi said playfully ruffling Tegoshi's hair which earned him a pout from the boy.
"Ja, I'll go now…" Tegoshi said, putting down YamaPi's cam on the bedside table.
Tegoshi's hand was already placed on the doorknob when he suddenly turned to his sempai, his eyes serious and yet, still comforting with a slight flicker of nervousness in it. Drawing a deep breath, Tegoshi said in a voice just a bit louder than that of a whisper, "… But will you be alright?"
YamaPi stared at the boy who practically grew a lot more than what he thought in the 4 years they've been together. His feelings were a mix of thousand emotions. He wanted to look away but he couldn't for those large brown eyes seemed to be absorbing him.
How can a person feel thousands of emotions at once just by looking at his eyes? This is insane… Am I that transparent to him now?
YamaPi forced a smile on his lips before looking down and breaking his eye contact with Tegoshi. The simple task he's used to do ever since he entered the Jimusho proved to be undeniably hard at that moment.
"What are you talking about? I'm sure they'll understand since I'm pretty busy nowadays…"
"You know that's not it. I know that I really don't have a say in this matter but… It hurts me to see you in pain. Can you not deal with it by yourself always? If you can't tell it to other people then at least, tell it to me. I'm willing to listen and help… no matter what." Tegoshi said as he finally let go of the knob to face YamaPi who seemed to be rooted standing at the foot of his bed.
"Tegoshi…" YamaPi said under his breath, his brain seemed to cease working as he took a step toward the boy who had broken the barrier he had set a long time ago.
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Koyama looked up from the magazine he was browsing when the two entered the room. He nodded to YamaPi as the latter greeted him before taking his usual chair while listening to his iPOD leaving Koyama to look at the other person who came in with their leader.
"Ohayou, Kei-chan!!!"
"Uwah~~~~ So… much… light! Don't smile like that Tegoshi or I'll go blind!" Koyama joked as Tegoshi took a seat beside him with the huge smile he was wearing since he entered the room still plastered on his face.
"… Did anything good happen? You look so vibrant…" Koyama continued as Tegoshi continued beaming at him like a kid who had just received a new toy on Christmas day. Not to mention, the usual ever-blinding smile seemed to be more 'blinding' that morning.
"Sou desu ka? Ma… I just feel happy today. That's it," said Tegoshi finishing his sentence with another flash of his signature smile. Turning his attention to their leader, Tegoshi continued grinning from ear to ear while Koyama, who somehow noticed that Tegoshi's not telling him something, frowned at the boy's dreamy look at their leader.
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Koyama's suspicion was confirmed later that day as Tegoshi and YamaPi left together.
"Doshitano?"
Koyama turned and saw Shige looking at him in a strange manner. He threw another look at Tegoshi and YamaPi's retreating figures before turning back to Shige and shrugging, "Nothing.".
"You've been acting weird today… You've been observing those two all day." Shige observed as his gaze followed the two figures of his bandmates.
"Ma… Don't you find it weird? Tegoshi and YamaPi seemed to become closer…"
"What's wrong with that? I mean, they're always clo--- Oh God. You mean…close like lovers?" said Shige who seemed to finally get Koyama's point.
"I won't be this concerned about the two of them if not for the circumstances right now… I have a bad feeling about all these…" Koyama said, biting his lower lip in concentration.
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Tegoshi felt his knees go weaker and finally gave in. He didn't gave up completely though. Instead, he backed away until he felt the cold wall behind him before letting out a sigh of relief and letting himself be supported by the wall. Tegoshi didn't mind the coldness though. He felt as if his whole being is burning and that he needs the coldness of the wall to balance himself so as not to be burned alive by his passion.
"Tegoshi, look at me…"
Opening his eyes at this, Tegoshi looked down to find YamaPi kneeling before him with a small smile plastered on his face.
"Look at me while I do all these things to you…" YamaPi said softly before taking Tegoshi into his mouth and sucking him as if he could take the boy's soul out of it by doing so. Tegoshi almost closed his eyes at the wonderful sensation but he didn't for he couldn't stop staring at those round black gems staring back at him.
Smiling, Tegoshi clasped his hands on the older man's hair and began thrusting hard towards that person's face. He moved his hips a little faster as he pulled YamaPi's face closer, not caring if the other gagged from his thrusting.
Harmlessly self-centered, eh? Sure is a big LIE. YamaPi thought as he almost gagged at Tegoshi's frantic thrusting. When he had adjusted himself though, he began to follow Tegoshi's pace and took him even deeper into his mouth, his hands traveling down from the boy's chest to that place between his thighs. Moaning loudly, Tegoshi could feel his energy draining out as YamaPi began massaging the two soft pockets while taking him with his mouth.
"Yamashita-kun…." YamaPi heard Tegoshi whisper before giving in to his pleasure.
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"A-anou…"
"Hmmm?"
"Was I…bad? I mean, did I hurt you anything?" Tegoshi asked in a small voice.
YamaPi smiled at this before opening his eyes. Past 12 already. Guess I have to let him sleep here then, he thought as his eyes darted to his bedside alarm clock.
"Not really. Well, I did gagged a little but that's not your fault. I know you can't control it at the moment…" YamaPi said to the boy beside him. When he turned to look at Tegoshi, he laughed hard for the boy turned bright red at his last remark.
"I'm sorry. It's all I co---"
"No need to say sorry. This is more than enough, Tegoshi. Are you sure you're fine with this?" asked YamaPi.
"Well I did say no matter what. And… I'm happy being near you." Tegoshi said turning to his side and placing his head on the older man's chest.
"I'd do anything for you." With those words, Tegoshi drifted off to sleep leaving a half-hearted YamaPi in deep thoughts.
"Gomen ne, Tegoshi."
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Reallllllllly short chapter but I hope you still enjoyed reading it. Please do tell me what you think about this fic. Your comments really make me happy and more determined to continue with writing this one that's why I reply to your comments as much as I can <333
I'm running out of ideas. like hell.total hell. rofl. I'm also doing a one-shot…but it's ryo-centric and until now, I'm stuck with it… I hope I could finish it too. The title is, 5 Times Ryo defeated NEWS in Acchi Muite Hoi. LOLOLOLOLOL. I'm stuck with number 2. wicked. XDDDD
... be posting chap 4 in a minute *grins* I might not be able to go online in the next few days bec. of the holy week so... <3
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Title: Wasted Years
Chapter: [ 3/?]
Rating: PG-13 ~ NC-17 for later chapters [although Chapter 3 isn't really considered to be a 'LATE' chap..O_o]
Pairing: Mainly TegoPi. There's RyoPi and RyoUchi too <3. I mentioned KoyaShige too btw. Lol *gets kicked for leaving Massu all alone*
Genre: Romance/Angst/some Crack here and there
Summary: Ryo and Pi had been best friends for half of their lives. Lately, they've become best friends with benefits. YamaPi had been quite obsessed about his relationship with his best friend and was totally oblivious of Tegoshi's feelings for him. Ryo, on the other hand, still has feelings for Uchi and is always waiting for the younger boy's return. Find out what happens when Uchi comes back from his suspension…. [ok. So I suck at summaries…please just read the story and skip this part..rofl]
A/N: I'm raising the rating for this chapter… NC-17 for the mention of BJ. *gets kicked*. Sorry for the lack of TegoPi in the first 2 chapters, I'll make it up to you now. XDDDDDD. Thanks for reading as always and thanks also to
echiryo for rushing me.lol. I mean it in a good way… I'm writing chapter 7 now. <333
[ chapter 1] [ chapter 2] [ chapter 4][ chapter 5][chapter 6][chapter 7][ chapter 8][chapter 9][ chapter 10][ chapter 11][ chapter 12 part 1][ chapter 12 part 2]
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Chapter 3. No Matter What
"Hai, se no~"
"…"
"…"
"…"
"Anou… Yamashita-kun?"
"Hai?"
"I'm filming now…"
"Oh."
YamaPi wanted to bang his head on the concrete wall at his stupidity. He quickly apologized to Tegoshi saying that he somehow forgot his lines as an excuse. He looked around his own room thinking why on earth this is happening to him.
Following Ryo's lead, he went back home with Tegoshi to 'help' him out with some stuff. Truth is, he didn't really need any help to do anything but since Uchi returned, Ryo never left the boy's side. He never imagined that this'll happen though. And since Tegoshi has already agreed, YamaPi frantically thought of something he needs 'helping' with.
~*~
"So what is it that you need to finish, Yamashita-san?"
"Ah… Anou… My former High School teacher called me about a week ago and asked if I can do a VTR that talk about my former school and stuff… Can you help me?"
"Whoah~ suge… Mochiron dayo! I'll help you with it. Suge~ They're asking you to do an ad for the school…"
"Hehe…sort of...."
~*~
…And so, here he is together with Tegoshi, trying to film the damned VTR for him.
"Daijoubu desu ka, Yamashita-san?" Tegoshi asked.
"Daijoubu desu. It's late, Tegoshi. Will you be OK?" YamaPi said turning to the boy sitting on his bed with a camcorder in hand.
"Un! Besides, I'm not a kid anymore so you don't have to worry that much about me." The younger boy said giving him another smile that somehow made the boy look even younger than his real age, contradicting what he had just said about being a kid-no-more.
"Still, it's late. Go home. I'll just make an excuse tomorrow…" YamaPi said playfully ruffling Tegoshi's hair which earned him a pout from the boy.
"Ja, I'll go now…" Tegoshi said, putting down YamaPi's cam on the bedside table.
Tegoshi's hand was already placed on the doorknob when he suddenly turned to his sempai, his eyes serious and yet, still comforting with a slight flicker of nervousness in it. Drawing a deep breath, Tegoshi said in a voice just a bit louder than that of a whisper, "… But will you be alright?"
YamaPi stared at the boy who practically grew a lot more than what he thought in the 4 years they've been together. His feelings were a mix of thousand emotions. He wanted to look away but he couldn't for those large brown eyes seemed to be absorbing him.
How can a person feel thousands of emotions at once just by looking at his eyes? This is insane… Am I that transparent to him now?
YamaPi forced a smile on his lips before looking down and breaking his eye contact with Tegoshi. The simple task he's used to do ever since he entered the Jimusho proved to be undeniably hard at that moment.
"What are you talking about? I'm sure they'll understand since I'm pretty busy nowadays…"
"You know that's not it. I know that I really don't have a say in this matter but… It hurts me to see you in pain. Can you not deal with it by yourself always? If you can't tell it to other people then at least, tell it to me. I'm willing to listen and help… no matter what." Tegoshi said as he finally let go of the knob to face YamaPi who seemed to be rooted standing at the foot of his bed.
"Tegoshi…" YamaPi said under his breath, his brain seemed to cease working as he took a step toward the boy who had broken the barrier he had set a long time ago.
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Koyama looked up from the magazine he was browsing when the two entered the room. He nodded to YamaPi as the latter greeted him before taking his usual chair while listening to his iPOD leaving Koyama to look at the other person who came in with their leader.
"Ohayou, Kei-chan!!!"
"Uwah~~~~ So… much… light! Don't smile like that Tegoshi or I'll go blind!" Koyama joked as Tegoshi took a seat beside him with the huge smile he was wearing since he entered the room still plastered on his face.
"… Did anything good happen? You look so vibrant…" Koyama continued as Tegoshi continued beaming at him like a kid who had just received a new toy on Christmas day. Not to mention, the usual ever-blinding smile seemed to be more 'blinding' that morning.
"Sou desu ka? Ma… I just feel happy today. That's it," said Tegoshi finishing his sentence with another flash of his signature smile. Turning his attention to their leader, Tegoshi continued grinning from ear to ear while Koyama, who somehow noticed that Tegoshi's not telling him something, frowned at the boy's dreamy look at their leader.
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Koyama's suspicion was confirmed later that day as Tegoshi and YamaPi left together.
"Doshitano?"
Koyama turned and saw Shige looking at him in a strange manner. He threw another look at Tegoshi and YamaPi's retreating figures before turning back to Shige and shrugging, "Nothing.".
"You've been acting weird today… You've been observing those two all day." Shige observed as his gaze followed the two figures of his bandmates.
"Ma… Don't you find it weird? Tegoshi and YamaPi seemed to become closer…"
"What's wrong with that? I mean, they're always clo--- Oh God. You mean…close like lovers?" said Shige who seemed to finally get Koyama's point.
"I won't be this concerned about the two of them if not for the circumstances right now… I have a bad feeling about all these…" Koyama said, biting his lower lip in concentration.
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Tegoshi felt his knees go weaker and finally gave in. He didn't gave up completely though. Instead, he backed away until he felt the cold wall behind him before letting out a sigh of relief and letting himself be supported by the wall. Tegoshi didn't mind the coldness though. He felt as if his whole being is burning and that he needs the coldness of the wall to balance himself so as not to be burned alive by his passion.
"Tegoshi, look at me…"
Opening his eyes at this, Tegoshi looked down to find YamaPi kneeling before him with a small smile plastered on his face.
"Look at me while I do all these things to you…" YamaPi said softly before taking Tegoshi into his mouth and sucking him as if he could take the boy's soul out of it by doing so. Tegoshi almost closed his eyes at the wonderful sensation but he didn't for he couldn't stop staring at those round black gems staring back at him.
Smiling, Tegoshi clasped his hands on the older man's hair and began thrusting hard towards that person's face. He moved his hips a little faster as he pulled YamaPi's face closer, not caring if the other gagged from his thrusting.
Harmlessly self-centered, eh? Sure is a big LIE. YamaPi thought as he almost gagged at Tegoshi's frantic thrusting. When he had adjusted himself though, he began to follow Tegoshi's pace and took him even deeper into his mouth, his hands traveling down from the boy's chest to that place between his thighs. Moaning loudly, Tegoshi could feel his energy draining out as YamaPi began massaging the two soft pockets while taking him with his mouth.
"Yamashita-kun…." YamaPi heard Tegoshi whisper before giving in to his pleasure.
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"A-anou…"
"Hmmm?"
"Was I…bad? I mean, did I hurt you anything?" Tegoshi asked in a small voice.
YamaPi smiled at this before opening his eyes. Past 12 already. Guess I have to let him sleep here then, he thought as his eyes darted to his bedside alarm clock.
"Not really. Well, I did gagged a little but that's not your fault. I know you can't control it at the moment…" YamaPi said to the boy beside him. When he turned to look at Tegoshi, he laughed hard for the boy turned bright red at his last remark.
"I'm sorry. It's all I co---"
"No need to say sorry. This is more than enough, Tegoshi. Are you sure you're fine with this?" asked YamaPi.
"Well I did say no matter what. And… I'm happy being near you." Tegoshi said turning to his side and placing his head on the older man's chest.
"I'd do anything for you." With those words, Tegoshi drifted off to sleep leaving a half-hearted YamaPi in deep thoughts.
"Gomen ne, Tegoshi."
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Reallllllllly short chapter but I hope you still enjoyed reading it. Please do tell me what you think about this fic. Your comments really make me happy and more determined to continue with writing this one that's why I reply to your comments as much as I can <333
I'm running out of ideas. like hell.total hell. rofl. I'm also doing a one-shot…but it's ryo-centric and until now, I'm stuck with it… I hope I could finish it too. The title is, 5 Times Ryo defeated NEWS in Acchi Muite Hoi. LOLOLOLOLOL. I'm stuck with number 2. wicked. XDDDD
... be posting chap 4 in a minute *grins* I might not be able to go online in the next few days bec. of the holy week so... <3