I got really depressed tonight. About him. When is it not? So I did the only thing that actually took my mind off of him. I grabbed Jesse's guitar, took it to my room and just started wailing on that thing. I pretty much killed my pick and I just started singing this random lyrics that I made up. Thankfully, no one could hear me...But it just makes ( Read more... )

( Falling In Love )

I just slammed my head onto the ceiling running upstairs. *pain ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking sick of this shit. I need to get out. Permanantly. 3 times in less than a week. It's kind of funny in a way.

And it doesn't help that I can't even listen to Note To Self without half breaking down again. When did I revert back to September?

I miss him..I want to be in 2nd right now.

( Lyrics" )

To Sabrina And Alex.
( Read This Guys )

I survived today. Sure, I fell asleep duing 4th and almost during 1st and 2nd I didn't even move my body once. You'd think I would be able to speak in that class. The only thing I could get up the energy to say all period was "I'm drinking it for the caffine." I had a liter coke and Brianna mentioned how they make it out of the Willamette River ( Read more... )

I'm running a full 19 hours on 3 hours sleep. =(
Someone's going to be grumpy tommorrow. Still have to do mini-report, 2 more essays, english questions and finish up these last few questions before I can go to sleep.
At least now I'm somewhat hyped on caffine. =D

I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE ( Read more... )

*spazzes* I got my TAI photos developed!! My mom got the role with my Homecoming pics on them and she didn't know what else was on the role. Turns out it was from the last show I'd gone to with Ary and Carrie!!! So i finally got my pics of William. Mmm....LUV THEM ( Read more... )

You'd think I would have seen that it would turn out like this.
Alway going back to him.
Forgive me.
I'm sorry.
I just need him.