yea so im here in school sitting next to the lovely tommy supposed to be doing work....well actually im done with work. hahahaha yea well thats about it for me.

if only there was a way to be happy again.....*sighs*

well yea not much to say. its only two weeks till school and im dreading it. oh well

at the library with tory! looking around town for a job. have an interview at fire house subs at 3. hope i get the job. cant get on the internet anymore. *cries* my birthday is the first day of school. *dies a little inside* what a fucking birthday present. well whatever. i love you all

had a little talk with my dad today. didnt really get anywhere. mom isnt really talking to me. she took the keyboard to my computer. dont know why. i just took the one off the old computer. lookin for a job if anyone knows of a good place. let me know. dad was sleeping on the couch. dont know why. no one tells me anything anymore. and im the one ( Read more... )

well my mom is still bitchy. shes gonna make me ride that goddamn flagler city bus to go look for a job tomorrow. she wont do shit for me anymore. but oh well what can you do but live i guess.

i was so pissed off today. my mom thinks that i smoke pot and other shit like that. made me clean everything today. it was fucking hot as hell outside. then she wanted to be my best friend. i cant stand that shit. i need to get away. things were going good till this past weekend. i swear it was like a downward spiral. i cant take much more of this ( Read more... )

well im home now. had a great 4th of july. the whole weekend was great. just what i needed ^^ thought i was gonna be there for a week. i was wrong. a lot of shit happened too. most of it i dont remember. i know its all gonna catch up with me one of these days but oh well. i wish i had more time to spend with everyone. saw some old relatives and met ( Read more... )

parents fighting again tonight. dad sleeps on the couch alone. mom drinks away her problems. wont tell me whats wrong. i wish they would get a divorce and just get it over with. instead of threatening to. brother still wont talk to me. i dont even know why i try sometimes. i need to get out. but i have no where to go. i miss everyone so much. love ( Read more... )

didnt sleep last night. parents were fighting. all the same shit. yea thats it.