sometimes i want.... (to know who my true friends are)

[cellar_door872]

i dont know what to do anymore. life fucking sucks sometimes. one person makes me so happy and then other shit brings me down. the drugs and all that. plus fucking palm coast. its not as bad as everyone makes it but its still a fucking shit whole. we all need to get out. thats what im going to do. as long as a certain someone comes along...im so in

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[cellar_door872]

i know and im not leaving myself open. its how i really feel. i had such a shitty day yesterday and he made it all better. you are one of my good friends as well and what you say i take to heart. im just pissed off because a few good friends fucked me over yesterday. its a long story and i dont feel like posting it on here but trust me it was fucked up.

[runinononeblunt]

nobody fucked you over

its not like they said "hey lets fuck with kendall today"

he sold some bad pillz, and he got caught

shit happens

this really has nothing to do with you

it dosnt change any thing every body is still your friend

[cellar_door872]

yea right. they brought a bunch af bloods with them like they were going to do something. JC gave them the money and yours. i hope you got your share of it. i know that you guys werent fucking with me but still i was involved. now there is bad blood between my boyfriend and my friends. i know you guys think that they were fake but they werent. i dont care if you dont believe me but i know the truth. i have taken those exact same ones and got fucked up. i know who the pills came from who has taken them and you guys are the only ones who have had a problem with them. im not mad at anyone nor is anyone mad at me but i still just feel so shitty about the whole thing. but whatever its in the past and it doesnt change anything between us so its cool. after this i wont say another thing. i love you guys. you are all like my brothers. what i guess im really pissed at is that you guys would think that i would let JC fuck you guys over. i feel like you guys dont trust me anymore or something. i dont know. but its all cool now. i took 3 of those

[shestodie_for]

aww kendall =) do u remember when um.. ricky asked me
out && i didnt even have to tell u that he did? i just
kept smileing? lol yaa that was like the best day ever
but hes the BiGGEST asshole ever now so whatever lol

iLU kendall!!

xo shellby <33*