yay a john update! (it's about fucking time...)acrosthecMarch 31 2005, 20:12:19 UTC
i relate to this: "It was really nice to sit across the table and just know that I had one thing in my life that really meant something." and i know how much it sucks to have that gone. i suspect that matt does too now
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[quote]I will admit that we were a little too comfortable with each other towards the end. I took the relationship for granted…a little.[/quote]
I know exactly how you feel on this one. I wish I could go back and fix the complacency. Lindsey is right...I know all too well how it feels to have everything gone.
You've got a lot of people around you that still care...and that will help you get through this.
Thanks for everything guys. For some reason I felt a lot better after I wrote this. I guess its just getting the feelings off my chest so that I can move on with my life. I'm glad someone atleast read it and understands. Another thing that pisses me off is there is 234542345234 shitty ass breakup songs out there and all of them are true about my feelings. :) Being ready to move on and finding a nice girl are two very different things though, but after last night I will be happy even if there isn't a girlfriend in my life. I am going to start being a better friend to everyone(it will be a little hard living in gvegas) Thanks again to everyone who has been there for me
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I know exactly how you feel on this one. I wish I could go back and fix the complacency. Lindsey is right...I know all too well how it feels to have everything gone.
You've got a lot of people around you that still care...and that will help you get through this.
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