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cavelady57

I survived

Dec 26, 2004 10:38

Today I have alot of clarity about what my day yesterday was like. Eric, Garry and I had breakfast. Eric went off to work after we opened a present together (one that someone said I wouldn't like, but I really do.) It means so much to me to have Eric pick out something for me. It means the world to me. Oddly, he could have given me a sock full ( Read more... )

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Journal entries are just that... cavelady57 December 31 2004, 16:57:35 UTC

Rhi...a journal is a way to post what you are feeling when you are feeling it. You and I discussed what happened and then it was OVER, I thought. You know that I do not dwell on things. Was I hurt? Yes....did I feel that you didn't care that day? yes....I would lie if I told you anything else. It was a very hard day for me. And then 2 days later, you are gone without even a note or call or discussion with me. And I love you....nothing changes that....people disappoint you every day of your life....it shouldn't change the foundation of what we feel. When you want to talk, let me know.

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Re: Journal entries are just that... cavelady57 January 6 2005, 13:38:44 UTC

I am so sorry you feel that way. Your problems (I never considered what we talked about and worked through problems) were no burden at all. LOVE means that you endure what you need to endure because you WANT to. Know that I love you and will ALWAYS be there for you. Know that you were never a burden to me. Yes I have my own issues to deal with, but I am a strong woman who can handle things. God puts people in each others lives for a reason. You were sent to me AND I was sent to you. Grow and blossom sweetie. CHOOSE not to wallow in it....rise above it!

zephyrprince June 17 2005, 01:30:39 UTC

Nancy, honey, I was thinking that Id like to come with you to visit Eric for his gov.school visitation day next week if thats workable. Nobody came to visit me last year so I think its important. Anyway, I can totally drive myself up there but he mentioned that if we were interested, we might be able to carpool, ya know?