Comments | cauchemal: 015 - text- aftermath

cauchemal

015 - text- aftermath

Mar 08, 2011 12:54

[Per discussion with Gels, between this conversation and now, Mal has: gotten out of the infirmary, reviewed her file with Angelica, confirmed to her satisfaction (although by no means to her liking) that the file speaks truth, and moved back into her room, which has also now been COMPLETELY REDECORATED. As you might imagine, she was no longer ( Read more... )

.bill costigan, sorry angelica, personal notes, .arthur, ill-fated husband clone, going to punch cobb in the face someday, arthur is the only one i almost-trust

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private paradoxlol March 8 2011, 21:14:03 UTC

[Guess who's been avoiding you out of GUIIIIILT and confusion over what Cobb did.] He never told me. I always said it was impossible.

private cauchemal March 8 2011, 21:59:09 UTC

No, I expect he wouldn't tell. Not even you, not something like that.

[Does that make it better or worse? GOOD QUESTION.]

How much did Angelica tell you?

private paradoxlol March 8 2011, 22:03:50 UTC

Enough to get the picture. Cobb told me the rest-- everything but the most important detail.

[Pause, then he ventures:] This is why dying before didn't convince you. [Kind of a question, mostly not.]

private cauchemal March 8 2011, 22:07:51 UTC

It's not ...

There was so much there in that file, Arthur. Things no one else could have possibly known. I didn't want to believe but trying to explain it away only got harder and harder, and so I have to accept --

But I can't stop thinking ... what he made me think. The idea won't go away. I have to -- have to keep swatting at it, like a mosquito I can't kill.

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[private] strikes unreadable also lost_undercover March 9 2011, 23:08:00 UTC

Fuck you.
I thought
What you said to me, about..

Was it all for him?

[private] ...yeah, all strikes may be assumed unreadable. >.< cauchemal March 9 2011, 23:16:24 UTC

I really believed that I was helping
I still sometimes think
I have to remind myself that
Yes

In the end I was only thinking of myself.

Nothing I say can make amends.

[private] lost_undercover March 9 2011, 23:58:22 UTC

I'm not fucking

I'm not looking for amends. You're right about that -- nothing you say will make a fucking difference for what you did.

Just tell me.. Did you ever even feel anything for me, or was it all for him? That's all I want to know.

[private] cauchemal March 10 2011, 00:26:13 UTC

You were one of the first friends I had here, and it was for yourself alone. Your face and voice caught my attention, but that was not why I followed you through the blackout.

I am not well. I could not see it before.

There is much more I could explain, but you probably do not wish to listen.

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