I shall write this entry in numbered bullet points ( Read more... )

Heh ( Read more... )

Soo... he's out of jail. And we're now dating. He loved the letter I wrote him, too. This is so weird!! Relationship Catherine and all.

I don't know yet how I feel about it.
We'll let this play out.

PS This is my new favourite song.

Well I left my baby for a dream as lovely ( Read more... )

So, he is in jail. Did I mention this already? I don't think I did, it just feels like I might've because I wrote this all down on paper on the bus this morning. This, this, this. I called the jail last night because I had Ali over from the time I got to the house yesterday until around 8, then had a bath (andabsolutelydestroyedmybody), then Amanda ( Read more... )

Or do you lay and think about how fucking lonely you've become?

Isn't it funny that all comments I have are from myself?

What can you do when you're not getting sober?
It's hard to admit, but you're always feeling alone. I went to a book sale at Hopedale today and filled a bag for $5. There was nothing I particularly wanted, but I bought a few ( Read more... )

I took the bus home from work tonight, and wrote Tyler a letter while I was on it. Writing it actually made me feel a lot better, temporarily at least. I think it's just 'cause it made me feel close to him, like I was actually talking to him or something, and 'cause I was imagining his reaction as I wrote it. I know I sound a little bit stupid, but ( Read more... )

In truth, December destroyed me. January crushed me. By February, I was not myself. March rolled in like beatings and rolled out like a bear hug. In April I stared out the window for a fucking month. I don't want October. I don't want November. I don't want to feel those crippling blows that I can't explain to myself. Oh, bomb the music industry!, ( Read more... )

Ahhhhh omg. i HAVE TO PEE PRETTY BAD. uHM, EVERYTHING IS SHOWING UP IN CAPS ON THIS COMPUTER. wHYé i CAN`T FIX IT, SO LET`S PRETEND IT`S NORMAL. uHM, i WENT TOBOGGANING TONIGHT WITH tYLER AND HIS FRIEND, AND WE RAN INTO THIS ONE GUY tYLER KNEW AND THIS OTHER GUY i WENT TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL WITH. wEIRD! aNYWAYS, i THINK i FUCKED UP MY WRIST PRETTY ( Read more... )

Okay, my computer is being kind of fucky (yes, I said fucky) so I will keep this short, in case it decides to go back into limbo and show me a blue screen again. (Doesn't that suck?! I don't know what's the matter with it. It's showing me some error message and sending me a blue screen, then when I start it up sometimes it gives me a black screen ( Read more... )