Life in General

[casy_dee]

So, have been absent for a bit. I've made a few comments about life knocking me around, but not a lot of specifics. A few things have sucked in my life recently, and I suppose if I fess up to it, I might feel better and maybe write a bit more

Comments

[evenstar_estel]

I can only imagine how tough things are for your family right now. I'm extremely close to my mom so I can sorta understand how worrisome each day must be with your m-i-l, the stress and all that goes with it. I can ony offer sympathy and hugs and hope you can endure it

[casy_dee]

It's rough sometimes. Husband has it far worse than me. I just compartmentalize and refuse to think about what's eventually coming. My heart breaks for my husband and father-in-law. They're going to be shattered.

I wish the home thing wouldn't have taken a downward turn, myself. :( We'll see how it all goes. At this point, bad credit or no, I just want to be rid of it and all the stress that goes along with it.

And yes... writing should be joyful and an escape and it was becoming a chore. I've even been slow to get back to Gabe. *sigh*

I miss you guys to death, and I hope you don't forget me. Perhaps I'll do some drabbles and whatnot, eh?

*big hugs* Thanks for listening to me whine and bitch.

[prehistoriccat]

Oh hun! I wish I lived closer so I could come and give you a huge hug. Never rains but it pours as they say over here - as if the issues with the house weren't enough, life throws you yet another curve ball with your mother in law at what should have been an exciting time in your life with the promotion and new posting.

We of course miss your stories, but at the end of the day, you have to take of yourself and your family. That's the most important thing. We'll be here, waiting eagerly for the next part of AoD and offering Conby in return when you can get to it.

[casy_dee]

I wish you did, too! I wish y'all knew how much your friendship and support means to me, and thanks for listening to me. I miss you guys!

I need to get back to cracking on AoD... I think it will make me happy and act as my pressure release valve.

*big hugs*

[moura1371]

I know i'm not one of your friends, but i've loved your writing since I discovered FF. It's sad that you're not feeling it, but sometimes what you move on to is where you need to be. Your Gabe story is where your heart takes you. It won't make things better, but perhaps it will help ease your heart and mind with the trials you're facing. The housing dilemma is awful and to have your credit damaged is not something anyone wants, trust me I've been there. But perhaps when that is off your plate, the load on your heart and mind will lighten just a bit. I wish I could wave a magic wand and help your m-i-l. My heart goes out to you. My prayers and good hopes go out to you. Sometimes you have to force yourself to keep connected to those around you. Do it it will be easier.

[geminii524]

Oh, Casy. That is such sad and sucky news. I am so sorry to hear about your MIL. I am sure you are doing all you can to love her and support her. Cancer is tragic and unfair and takes too many good people away from us.

It's a shame about your house in Texas. I guess your tennant is not covering the mortgage? I hope it doesn't come to drastic measures.

Take care. Read when you feel like it. Write when you feel like it. Step away for a while if you need to.

*hugs*

[casy_dee]

Thanks very much *hugs* I kinda have been doing the read and write when I feel like it thing, and I think that has helped me to write better when I *do* feel like it. Thankfully I've been able to at least get back to my original work recently.

I worry a lot about my mother-in-law. She's been in and out of the hospital and the rehab place, and I'd love for her to get back home. My poor hubby has started to accept it a little more.

And no, the renter's monthly payment is about $400.00 short of paying the mortgage. My mortgage company has been reeeeaaalllly slow working with me on the short sale. Like, abysmally. Ah, well.

Anyway, thanks. *hugs*