It's when I sit still

[cassiecain32120]

I'm so lonely and cold and tired. It's either go out in the cold windy outside and buy chinese food with sparse money, or have a date with sharp silver. or both. or just lay in my bed half-awake and dreaming of a world that will never be mine. I will never really truly have friends. I will never fall in love. I never will really be worth

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[teazie]

I know this is probably not worth much cuz I'm some random LJ friend, but I think you're worth something.
I really do...:)

There was a time when I was at my worst(looking back). I truly had no-one. I ditched my friend cuz she was an uberbitch that I couldn't deal with any longer. And people avoided me like the plague. I was sick and tired of feeling crap so i did something crazy; I went that day and sat next to the new girl, who also had no-one. She said hi.

Two years down the line she's the most amazing friend I have ever had. Ever. She and I are what you could poetically call 'Kindered Spirits'.

She Pulled me out of the metaphorical Abyss.

Go do something crazy this week. For no real reason at all... You really don't know if the next guy you smile at is your soul mate... :)

Love and Hugs

[cassiecain32120]

Thanks....but I don't really think there is anything I could do that could really spice up my life. I'm at the point where I'm afraid I'll be single forever. idk.