Pardon me, I'm about to spew hot, molten crazy all over you. So Sorry.

[carrie_leigh]

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This made me snicker.. nearly going into guffaw land

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I see that about you. You were typically unflappable. I can be a lot to deal with and my randomness and tendency to just act on impulses (i.e. steal your car.. plop down in your room.. wear a drill team outfit) and would I get ANY kind of the expected alarmed reaction?? Nooooooooo... You had the "Carrie is Bored" look..LOL Thank GOD I know now that you were on the verge of ripping my throat out.. now I have to think about how very felonious and creepy I may have come off.. damn introspection..

Re: This made me snicker.. nearly going into guffaw land

[carrie_leigh]

Even when I overreact, I'm not typically violent. There would have been no throat ripping. worst I would have done is shrieked a little.

But probably not even that. You amused me. But of course, I was too cool to have let you know that, either. :D

[slitherhither]

Awww. :(

I hope you get your sense of emotional balance back soon. And, eventually, we all figure out how to better deal with the things that make us crazy, even if only a teensy bit better, and even if it's only on our very own death beds. Except I have faith that you'll figure it out a bit sooner than that, because you're clearly aware that it would be helpful to you and those you love, and you want to. I grew up totally suppressing my feelings too and still struggle with understanding the crazy jumble they sometimes make. But it's so liberating (and difficult and scary at first) to try to recognize, name, and deal with them. I truly believe they're precious gifts from our wise subconscious/unconscious minds giving us important information that we can use. Hang in there! *hugs*

[carrie_leigh]

Oh, I'm fine. I wasn't distressed at all when i wrote that. It was just a sort of public service announcement. :)

I gotta be me. :D