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I am i dialectic thinker, i decided.

I hate that I feel at the moment that I'm not really good enough for anything. Now i know everyone feels like that at times but if you can't vent on livejournal where can you??


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I'm HOME!

This makes me quite happy : )

working myself to death only to see that there are people doing it so much easier (and better)

...so tiring.

running me down.

pretty much a roller coaster.

wanting so much to be better.

making me hungry.

wont let me eat till 6.

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I need a hug.

Well I'm not the first to say I believe in angels but I must say that I may have encountered one today...

while unloading Nick's Uhaul today a rain shower happened upon us. We were trying to lug this huge entertainment center upstairs and it's just starts pouring down. Just when we about gave up and thought the huge wooden thing was going to be ( Read more... )

So I've decided that the universe has it out for me.

Maybe it's karma.

This morning I wake up with a splitting head ache. I stumble down stairs and step into a fresh puddle of dog piss.... my dogs getting older and if I don't let her out in the morning she'll have an accident. So I clean that up and pop an advil. Then I take my car to get a filter ( Read more... )

I'm okay.

Really; I just needed a couple of days. I had a lot of unexpected people come out of the wood work to comfort me... I must say.

After all this I have decided to safe guard myself a little more and also focus on other things than the oppisite sex. I'm not saying I'm going to close that part of me off... just make it a little harder to get ( Read more... )

I went to the Zilker Hillside Musical tonight. It was wonderful. Every scene was pleasurable to watch all except one. It was a duet scene between the main character and his love interest, He was nervous and was trying to make jokes but the girl just said, " put aside the facade and just dance with me. " Then the two characters slow danced to no ( Read more... )

I close both locks below the window,
I close both blinds and turn away.

sometimes solutions aren't simple.
sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you

The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey... and the sun will set for you.

So I guess this is it then.