It wouldn't be a normal day at the Mansion without its copious serving of elvish drama. And so here is a Caranthir, hiding, as is expected of him, in the stables.
He followed
advice from his younger brothers, and ended up spilling a ridiculous amount of
awkward beans to an older brother. And now, he feels stupid. Really, really, really stupid for
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And hear his brother's voice. And of course he knows what they sound like when they are upset. Though the thought of this brother, especially Moryo -- he is unsure whether or not he can face, and stands motionless for a moment. Then he unclasps the sword -- he doesn't trust himself, puts it aside, and enters Vela's box before he can storm off and let the situation spin further out of control.
"Moryo."
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Of course. Maitimo would have told Makalaure. And now what? Now what?
"Yeah," he manages to blurt after a painful moment of silence. "S'me. Darkest soul in Arda."
Oh yes, that is self-loathing and self-deprecation right there. He doesn't turn around - he can't handle facing this brother just now.
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And this is not a suggestion, or a try to coax this brother into complying as he usually might - this is anger, full-fledged and harsh, in a way that makes Makalaure take a step back, out of striking distance. He hasn't expected it to explode this way.
And it is an order, too.
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He turns, then, slowly. His face is stony, a bit gray. "Before you start - I didn't tell you because I wanted a chance to see you normally first. Before this. Go on, now. Beat the dead horse."
There's no fight in him, no anger, no fire. Nothing but something, well, dead.
And jsyk, my connection is refusing to be stable, so pause for Galie/Mags, I guess? *siiigh*
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But as he steps in recognises the obviously unhappy figure and pauses, barely through the door.
Then, quietly: "Does she give good advice?" and crosses his arms.
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There's still an inordinate amount of tension in his shoulders - it's strange, feeling the way he feels, angry at the brother he thought would perhaps listen, feeling betrayed and yet feeling like he deserves it and yet unable to bend his head and grovel - because he is a proud thing of pride.
But he won't spill his embarrassment at a potential friend. Or at least, he'll try to be restrained. It was never his strongest suit.
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"There's that, I suppose." Medraut replies. And he pauses, trying to judge if he's unwelcome.
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"Yeah," he says, slowly, and pats the horse's side. "She's a good mount - came with me from Beleriand, you know?" And shrugs. "Do you ride?"
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So hence, when she pads on two legs past the stable, hears someone talking, listens a bit more, and realizes that heeyyyy it's her friend (?) - Firekeeper flicks into wolf shape and noses the door open, poking her head into the stable.
The horses might not like this very much, but she does look very amiable, pink tongue hanging out of her mouth in the best grin she can muster. Hi!
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He turns around, and then... stares.
"You."
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Come on, aren't we friends?
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"-- you're making the horses fretful. Out!"
He's not as aggressive as he could be, though. And is half amused.
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