if only he knew.

i read in the newspaper that if I don't get more comments in my lj, I'm not popular, and popularity is my only goal in life is to have the most friends and the hugest ego. I'm probably going to kill myself soon.

goodnight

whats up!!?!?! n2m just chillin. well i called out of work today so i could go to the library and do school work, it was sweet. now i'm going to get my mirror put back on my car and Allie is coming with me cause shes awesome. k. thats pretty much it. my life is wicked exciting.

so now, I'm really confused about everything. I hate having to make a decision about something that really means a lot to me. And I just don't want anyone getting hurt, especially not because of me. I hope when the time comes i choose whats right for me without letting other things get in the way. right now i think I have to do this for myself, but ( Read more... )

I've been really happy lately. I hope things stay the way they are now. I think I could change, make myself better for this, But I'm not sure how ready I am to give up some things. I'm afraid I'll mess this up, if I didn't already.

its vacation. hang out with me.

so... I'm pretty excited about prom. I don't know what the plan is or anything but i'm still excited.

YAY! today is a good day! I'm at allies! she's whack! just kidding, but me and allison are really gangster. we're making some siq mac & cheese!

pc!

I closed my phone in kayla's car door, so I got a new phone and a new #. but since my old phone was so busted I couldn't get the numbers from it, so therefore I pretty much know absolutely no ones number.

call my new phone, cause I like my ringer. 203-0753

I never update.

no one reads this.

I'm scared I won't graduate.

my car is broken.

I need a prom date.

I miss a lot of people who I haven't hung out with lately.

well I've been sick for three days now, and I've E-ed out of all my classes. so now I have to do really good next quarter to make up for it.

yesterday I had fever of 104 and I thought I was going to die. I'm much better today. I should be in school tomorrow.