Comments | carnaz: what in the hell

carnaz

what in the hell

Feb 20, 2005 23:58

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steffernoodle February 21 2005, 08:23:39 UTC

Hey Mike, I love you! I don't want you to feel like you do. And I know this guy Doug who is a hairdresser where I get my hair done and he is old and happily dating this one guy, so you might end up like him. You will find someone, I just know it. And if you quit smoking for anyone, quit for me. I really don't like smoking. I don't want you to be unhappy and I especially don't want you to smoke and get lung cancer later in life. I just want the best for you. I adore you!!! Feel better sweetheart! And you deserve to be happy, not alone.

Lots of Loves,
Steffi

carnaz February 22 2005, 04:19:48 UTC

thanks steffi...i always feel down on myself and i just hate who i am and its so hard to change what is most needing to change about myself...not to mention that all my inner demons are coming out and i gotta beat the shit out of em...god it would be easier to die, but i think ill pass on that lmao. i dotn know what it is, i only smoke when im stressed out and/or angry so itll probably pass...my pack is almost gone (20 in pack, i have 8 left and i got em yesterday :-D ALMOST DONE!) so ya i probably will stop when i feel better. thanks a lot...i love u so much...i wish there was a male form of you b/c i would take him home in a second! ROFL

steffernoodle February 22 2005, 04:33:32 UTC

LOL I love you too Mike! And you will find a great guy. I just know it! Feel better and remember smoking is bad! :-) TTFN!

monkeycme February 21 2005, 19:26:07 UTC

i agree with staffi, i luv ya tons and i've only juat barly gotten to know you, ya know i felt the same way, i was alone and watching all the other cute couples and helping them and so on and so forth, but if u just keep being who u are and do what u love doing in life, you WILL meet someone special, thats what happened to me and thomas, and we are totally opposit people, he smokes and i hated it (but i kinda juat recently picked it up ssshhh u didn't hear taht from me) and he is a virgin and im not, hes tall and im short, im up beat and jump in puddles crazy and he is hard core music crazy. i met him back in the 7th grade when he dated my friend sarah (who is a total hoe and gross now) and he saw me at church just being me, and he told his friend who i also know and our friend asked if i liked thomas and i said i needed to get to know him better and i started hanging out with him and our friend (his name is blake) and on aug. 4th he asked me out, and that was a night when i looked like total SHIT, i was sad cuz one of my good friends ( ... )

carnaz February 22 2005, 04:21:37 UTC

but i always smell like BO lol. thanks to u too sammy...i will cuddle with you in class tomorrow :-D

monkeycme February 22 2005, 23:46:01 UTC

hahaha well, im sure that can be fixed (the Bo that is)its all a matter of finding the right deodorent and i will cuddle ya anytime.
hehe
luvs
sammib

pink_chucks_07 February 21 2005, 23:31:09 UTC

i saw you on friday

carnaz February 22 2005, 04:16:47 UTC

o ya lmao ;-)

yourmomspiee February 22 2005, 04:13:31 UTC

newb. 8--D

carnaz February 22 2005, 04:20:51 UTC

its actually 8======D

tehkeez February 22 2005, 19:45:46 UTC

Don't think that just because you help other people that you will never find happiness for yourself. I would rather help other people out, whether in large or small ways, than to become entirely self-centered and looking out only for my own happiness and well-being. But...I entirely understand what you are saying...because it would be absolutely foolish to never look out for yourself. The best of both worlds is to find mutual concern and care within a group of friends, so that you are always there to help them out and they are always there for you. Don't stop helping others and being your friendly self, unless your aim is to become a hermit who shuts himself off from the world ( ... )