wow... thanks friends....who have been checking up on me. You made my load a lot lighter. Thanks soooo much. Just knowing that you all care makes things easier to handle.

I just hope that i figure how to let go of what I'm going through.

one day I will have the courage to share my story?
Understand these thoughts and feelings I'm going through.

You're a rocket ship under influence.
Beaming rays of fire seen from planets, ready to zoom into light years of wonder.
You couldn't care less about the world,

You're eyes are closed, but you feel imagination.
You let go.

thanks for all who replied to my post.

but... sorry guys, im not joking and im not being emo. this is something serious.
see this is what i mean, i wonder if there's someone out there who wont think this is funny cos i obviously dont think it is. or someone out there who won't put me in the "emo/looking for attention" category.

damnit.

I'm going through something and i know it.
I need help.....

I wonder if there are people or someone who will listen and understand.

I'm gonna back track to 7th-1st year HS grade. hahaha!
I find it kinda cute that my kada in 7th grade were like the "rockers" of the batch... like with Anna, Pat, Abs, Mel, Sabby, etc. We used to play Limp Bizkit in the hallways... hahaha!

I remember being blinded by the pop punk/punk rock/punk image. I remember loving being "bad". I think that's ( Read more... )

my family had dinner in my Aunt's house so we could all watch Mel and Joey (GMA). HAHAHA!!! It was so awesome!!! They featured my mom's mosaic and some of her works. It's so sooooo cool!
THe house looked so pretty!

I'm proud of my mom! yay! Good people get rewarded :)
Love you mom! I'm proud of you!

So my thoughts and energy that i used years ago wasn't worth it because i finally read about "To Write Love in Her Arms" in their site and it's everything I wanted to do... so obviously i can't do it anymore.

They explained the vision more perfect than me... kinda makes me feel bad that something i had passion for already exists and I didn't know ( Read more... )

I have an 8am class today. :P So early in the morning.... haaaaay....
Anyways, I'm deciding if I should go to Mcdonalds and buy breakfast. I've been thinking about Mcdo breakfast.... I haven't had that in a long time and I wanna eat a burger breakfast with hashbrowns.... FUUUUCK. hahahaha! man, becoming a little bit obsessed with hasbrowns.

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`The Twist' is top song of Billboard Hot 100 era

09/11/2008 5:00 AM, AP
Nekesa Mumbi Moody

How's this for a twist: Of all the No. 1 songs in the 50 years of the Billboard Hot 100 chart, Chubby Checker's "The Twist" ranks as the most popular single.

Elvis and the Beatles didn't even make the top five.

Checker's ranking may come as a surprise to some, ( Read more... )

I think I had so much time and boredom to spare when i was younger....
I found my notebook before and saw all the websites i signed up in.
Like Hi5, XANGA, FRIENDSTER, BLOGSPOT, etc etc...

hi5 about me:
"about me.... .i am a loser that has the patience to join these kinds of websites. I am bored most of the time, i wish I loved sleeping. I lack ( Read more... )