Dear Diary #30

[carmaline]

Once upon a time, there was a little primary school girl. And there was her mother. Her mother the whole depression thing and the girl realised early on that she had to look after herself. She made school lunches. She made sure the doors were locked at night. She went to high school

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[love_catatonic]

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Where's Ry going?

[carmaline]

He's gone to Wales. Didn't you read his journal?

[love_catatonic]

No, I've been too busy to check everything lately. Uh, so, Wales? What, for good?

[carmaline]

Um, maybe. He transferred to a uni there, from London Uni.

Are you busy tonight?

[seminalsemiotic]

He's not gone. He's just not here.

[carmaline]

Yeah, but it feels kinda the same. :(

[seminalsemiotic]

I suppose.

[carmaline]

You doing okay, Renee?

[eligible_boy]

I'm really sorry he had to leave, Justine. Ry's a good guy, and we can always use more of those. I'm sure he won't forget you, though. I know you guys mean the world to each other. Things will be okay.

[carmaline]

I'm sorry too. I'm trying to think of this as the same as every time he ever went to Scotland or something. Trying to think it's less permanent. It's weird. I haven't been the one left behind before. Not by him.

[eligible_boy]

Well, there's no reason why it should be permanent. He can ride up there, so he can ride back. I have no doubt he'll come back to visit you sometimes. I came all the way from France to visit Renee.

[carmaline]

That's what he said. That's why he moved so close. I know, I know I'm being completely irrational. I know, it's silly.

[shadows_sun]

I'll never forget about you. Don't think it. In fact, I was about to post right now.

[carmaline]

I see that.

Are you homesick? Don't suppose you're sick of all those long names of places already, are you?

[shadows_sun]

Not homesick yet. I'm sorry, sweetheart.

Plus, the names that are really long, they just put apostrophes in between. Immediately shorter.

I'm thinking of taking Welsh as a subject, for a challenge. Think I should?

[carmaline]

Ugh. Welsh? Not unless you are exceedingly bored. And even then... maybe.

Aren't there enough Shakespeare and poetry classes to keep you busy there?

[displacedcharm]

Ready to admit it now?

[carmaline]

What, you mean now there's nothing to be lost by it? Sure. You're as cunning as me.

[displacedcharm]

And don't forget the biting sarcasm. *smirk*

[carmaline]

Heavens, no. *grins*