ok i know what kind of guy i am.i know what people think of me.i know that i am very very hard to deal with.im hardheaded.i just finished watchign 50 first dates for like the billionth time,but i actually understand it now.scratch that, i not only understand it i now see it in a different way.the guy never stopped doing that for the girl.never.he ( Read more... )

It fucking snowed in the valley. Merry Christmas bitches.

OK.everythings perfect.we are ok. Thanx again marocs for posting b4.Good thing ur becoming a counselor.haha.that made no sense but yea. i went over to olgas tonight it was cool. i got chinese and went over with her favorite movie napolean dynamite. we really didnt watch it completely we just saw a bit here and there,but hey thats how the entire ( Read more... )

yea well my last entry i guess was weird or whatever.that annonymous post was umm strange. i see what they are trying to say. but like i said its not really what really goes on.That post brought out more info than i wanetd to know or realize. You dont want my attention? Then u dont want me.i thought that after we solved everything and i got that 4 ( Read more... )

oh man oh man. Its all happening way too fast. Didnt even see it coming. Wow. What do I do now? Whats there to do? She didnt call so im guessing thats it. I was ready for anything, not for this. Jesus Christ! Im going to go crazy without her. She said she would call, but she never did. Shes not asleep. Thats bull. Now you're trying to avoid me? I ( Read more... )

this week has been ok. but the anxiety of finals kills me. i hate that more than anything. knowing that something that i hate is goign to happen but i cant do anythign about it but get through it and hope it comes out ok.i went shopping for my baby yesterday. my sister said that they werent what she expected. its just that my girl doesnt like that ( Read more... )

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today pretty much sucked. i woke up to a message that olga left me and forgot to pick up her calls. i didnt even get to say bye to her in a tru way last ngiht i was 2 mad 2.today the same thing happened.she didnt say i love u after i did all she said was bye so i said wutever bye.and i clicked end.why am i like that? i dont get myself. i need to ( Read more... )

today was the worst day of my life. i cant believe i survived it. my girl and i got in a fight and i couldnt understand why.i cried over it.i coudlnt take my test.i was on the point of just letting go of everything.i honestly dont need this and neither does she. i mean i dont get it. she doesnt care about what i do,but she says she loves me? i dont ( Read more... )