im tired of thinking of myself as being made of carbon from a shit hitler or ghandi or anyone might have taken in the 1920's.
if i start up again im gonna put most everyone on the friends list. i like my friends list. i just dont like my journal.
p.s. im glad your first day at work went pretty well. kids that are 'difficult' often just need people who arent bent on authority and view them as difficult. they will give you a million dollar raise in two weeks.
Odd that just a couple days ago, I was serously considering deleting my lj. I don't use it very often, I pretty much copy and paste what I write in xanga. I've been doing that for a while now, and I don't keep up with that very well anymore either.
Part of me would like to talk to you on some version of a phone conversation one last time, because I don't think we will ever talk like we used to on the internet or otherwise. I'm not sure if it is just some remote sense of childhood sillyness that having a conversation like that would even do any good, other than be a moment of oh I have so many things to tell you . . . moments of dry pauses, and lots of yeahs, and so...'s
I'm not sure. I do hope you well.
so as Ricky Rachman used to say in the good old days
"Keep one fist in the gold and one foot in the gutter, Goodbye"
oh...im still alive and kicking and typing and consuming hordes of coffee and rotating through working on lots of papers.
ive just decided to make an attempt to abandon what this journal and the name started to represent, which was not what i had initially intended it to be.
i had it deleted then i undeleted it. i didnt want deleting it to be interpreted as ominous, because ive had good warnings about a self fullfilling profecy far too much lately.
thanks you far too much for your reminders, they are always a good thing:)
A few of the people I know have totally abandoned their past. Social and otherwise. Just gone. If that happens over here you have my blessing and salute.
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if i start up again im gonna put most everyone on the friends list. i like my friends list. i just dont like my journal.
p.s. im glad your first day at work went pretty well. kids that are 'difficult' often just need people who arent bent on authority and view them as difficult. they will give you a million dollar raise in two weeks.
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Part of me would like to talk to you on some version of a phone conversation one last time, because I don't think we will ever talk like we used to on the internet or otherwise. I'm not sure if it is just some remote sense of childhood sillyness that having a conversation like that would even do any good, other than be a moment of oh I have so many things to tell you . . . moments of dry pauses, and lots of yeahs, and so...'s
I'm not sure. I do hope you well.
so as Ricky Rachman used to say in the good old days
"Keep one fist in the gold and one foot in the gutter, Goodbye"
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i would prefer just to delete and terminate the whole journal, but i think it should just be left behind.
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ive just decided to make an attempt to abandon what this journal and the name started to represent, which was not what i had initially intended it to be.
i had it deleted then i undeleted it. i didnt want deleting it to be interpreted as ominous, because ive had good warnings about a self fullfilling profecy far too much lately.
thanks you far too much for your reminders, they are always a good thing:)
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ok i'm over it.
see ya, space cowboy.
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A few of the people I know have totally abandoned their past. Social and otherwise. Just gone. If that happens over here you have my blessing and salute.
You're oldschool. Officially.
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but i will be around one way or another. just need to shake the stagnation.
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