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[captains_eject]

Square one where are you?
I feel defeated and I haven't even made a valiant effort. What is left when you have nothing to offer? Is this as good as it gets for me?

I was at a crossroad and I took a big leap. I have no clue, still, if it was the right decision. My fear terrifies me, paralyzes me. I just stepped out on a 5 year relationship. And what

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[aerilon]

Stumbled on your post. Having been in a similar mental and life place due to the last 4 years, all I can say about it is; treat it like a chance to start over. Learn from the past but don't let it rule your future. That's what I'm trying to do. Best of luck with it.