Apr 23, 2011 11:20
So this whole pigeon-and-rat thing totally ruined the mood for the oh-so dramatic announcement I was going to make about me thinking my life over and trying to make changes and decisions and stuff.
Bummer, huh?
I mean, you're still going to hear it, but you're probably too pre-occupied to be properly shocked or delighted at my abilities to... I dunno'. Analyze my life and what I want or whatever.
I'm gonna leave the Tower and I'm gonna quit the Titans. I'm gonna get an apartment, and... Geez, I dunno'. Be normal for for while?
Fat chance, I know, but... I've kinda been a super-hero since I was, like, thirteen. Acting never worked out, duh, and I've never known how to do anything different. And look at this shit. I'm twenty-two, on a team called the Teen Titans, and... No other prospects.
Not that I don't love the Titans. 'Once a Titan, always a Titan,' right? I just... Everybody else got to grow up and move on. I don't think it's really fair that I don't get the same. None of the big kids are ever gonna invite me to their playground. So... I guess I just gotta grow in a different direction.
By being an Executive Assistant who happens to be green with the ability to turn into animals. I guess.
Go me.
I'm just... Dying makes you think, I guess. I'm tired, I'm lonely, and I'm sick of not doing anything about it.
Also thinking about dating again. So, ladies, allow me to repeat: Executive Assistant. Who's green and can turn into animals.
You may now return to your standard day of freaking out! Toodles.
† gar logan | beast boy