☆ sixteen [voice]
Y'know, I can't say I'm a big fan of the way death is handled here. Back home, when folks died...they stayed dead. There was no...no waiting for 'em to come back because folks who got buried six feet under stayed buried six feet under.
But here? Here there's the chance of 'em coming back, an' you don't know when that'll happen, an' you don't even know if it'll happen. So when it's been about month and you still find yourself waiting, you realize how much bullshit it really is. The idea of it is nice, but when it all boils down to it...you just can't seem to move on when you know there's a chance of them coming back. It's hard enough when death's a done deal, but here, there's false hope.
[a pause. SHE REALIZES SHE'S RANTING WOOPS NO REALLY SHE'S A HAPPY LITTLE THING HONEST TO GAWD HER LIFE IS WONDERFUL. Also the clink of a glass because when ISN'T this bitch drinking.]
Christ, I don't even know where I was gonna go with this. Guess I'm just sick of being let down. October's always been a shit month for me, anyway.
But here? Here there's the chance of 'em coming back, an' you don't know when that'll happen, an' you don't even know if it'll happen. So when it's been about month and you still find yourself waiting, you realize how much bullshit it really is. The idea of it is nice, but when it all boils down to it...you just can't seem to move on when you know there's a chance of them coming back. It's hard enough when death's a done deal, but here, there's false hope.
[a pause. SHE REALIZES SHE'S RANTING WOOPS NO REALLY SHE'S A HAPPY LITTLE THING HONEST TO GAWD HER LIFE IS WONDERFUL. Also the clink of a glass because when ISN'T this bitch drinking.]
Christ, I don't even know where I was gonna go with this. Guess I'm just sick of being let down. October's always been a shit month for me, anyway.