It's been too long [rodeojacktwist]

[cantbewithhim]

"Down here, cowboy," Ennis led, jerking his thumb in the direction they were moving. This cigarette felt so good right now -- he had ran out yesterday. The only thing that could feel better was Jack's hands on him

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[rodeojacktwist]

Jack followed along, trying not to look too eager or anything. When they approached the motel, it was like torture waiting for Ennis to get that damn room key outta his pocket.

The second the door opened, Jack pushed Ennis inside, kicking the door closed behind them, his hands moving to grip the other man's jacket, fingers unwilling to let go even with the jaws of life. His lips crashed into Ennis' unrelenting in their force all the while trying to remember to breath between kisses.

[cantbewithhim]

Slowly, Ennis' hands came up to return the embrace, winding in Jack's short hair.

"Where's the fire, friend?" he muttered, contradicting his own words as he struggled to pull Jack's jacket free, managing to knock the other man's hat to the floor in the process.

[rodeojacktwist]

"No fire.." He breathed out connecting his lips with Ennis' again. "Jus' glad t'see you thats all..." He managed to push the words out as he pushed off the other's jacket letting it fall to the floor and began working on his shirt.

"Hopin' yer glad t'see me." He said with a playful grin as his hands moved to Ennis' belt now.

[cantbewithhim]

God, he had missed him so much.. but he couldn't say it aloud, couldn't affirm what was happening. He never could, it was his own cross to bear.

"What d'ya think there, rodeo?" Kissing back with a painful force, he backed Jack into the foot of the bed, helping Jack with his buckle.

[cantbewithhim]

Ennis curled into Jack's side, immediately feeling the loss of the other man's warmth, even if it was summer.

"So, Lureen don't think.. I mean, she don't know?" It was something they'd been over again and again, but Ennis was endlessly paranoid. Lureen's daddy didn't like Jack none and if he found out...

[rodeojacktwist]

Jack stared at the ceiling for a long moment.

"Nah, she don't know." He said turning his head to look at Ennis.

"Don't know how much I'd care if she did t'tell you the truth."

[cantbewithhim]

"Don't say that!" he chastised, smacking the other man's arm. "If her daddy knew you'd be a dead man."

And I can't live without ya.

[rodeojacktwist]

"Maybe, maybe not." He told him.

"Old bastard probably doesn't care one way or the other how I go, as long as I go."