Boy is home and I've been so happy having him back. I honestly never thought I'd step foot in the loft, see the boys, see my boy, touch him, kiss him or wake up next to him. It's almost like a dream... when you've been waiting and hoping for something to happen and then it just does. The first day he got back it was like one of those movie scenes ( Read more... )

 Scriptor won first in the country... again. I won honorable mention for my suicide article and I can't be more proud. I'm so thankful to have something in my life I'm happy to say I'm apart of. Some people are good at sports, some are creative, good in school, etc. With writing I really feel i've found my niche. I never felt I had anything to ( Read more... )

 I miss booooy.
I miss looooft :[
boooooooo.

1. Do you like anyone: love.
2. Do they know?:  yep
3. Simple or complicated?: Life wouldn't be fun if it was simple.

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

4. Had sex: yep
5. Bought something: everyday
6. Gotten sick: yeah
7. Talked to an ex: yep

8. Been hugged: everday
9. Felt stupid: haha, plenty times
10. Missed someone: very much lately =[

11 ( Read more... )

 This past weekend was for sure one to write about to later remember.

FRIDAY-
-Went to the loft, hung out with the boys.
-Went out to dinner w/ the boy. Such a great time :]

SATURDAY-
NOOOOO WWOOOOORRRRKKKKKKK!!!!!
-I went over Carissa's, we went to Erica's made JELLO SHOTS and the most amazing drink ever
-Went to Carissa's, laughed, walked to the park ( Read more... )

I'm not very good at explaining how I feel. In my experiences, it's only resulted in... well, nothing good. Usually it was okay keeping to myself but I guess when someone gets so close to your heart you eventually have to let them in. Just a little more atleast. I really wish I could pour out everything but there are so many other things that are ( Read more... )

#1
What's the most relaxing thing you did today?
layed back and watched gilmore girls

Do you shop at the grocery store closest to your house?
not really

Which one of your guy friends is the best looking?
haha, ooh come on now. i have to pick just one? haha.

What does your car smell like?
tommy girl perfume

Who could make you feel better right now?
that one ( Read more... )

 105 Facts About Me, that you might not know, and probably don't care!

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?- "promise" ring. considering the promise i guess you could call it that.

2. LONGEST FRIENSHIP?- 15 years

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?- money

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?- aaallllll the time

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?- yesterday ( Read more... )

1. Perfect? 
No one is perfect. It's just not fun that way!
2. Tall? 
Sure
3. In your pajamas? 
nahh
4. Left handed? 
righty.

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: 
Amberrr
2. Talked to on the phone: 
Carissalove.
3. Person to text you:
Jared Johnson
4. Person to say they loved you: 
Carissalove.

FAVORITE:
1. Number:
9
2. Color(s): 
blue and green and grey.
3. Food:
JUNK.
4. Place: 
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People get stuck in moments. 
Hearts break and don't fix easy. 
Love is nothing easy. 
It is not cheap. 
It is the greatest thing that happens on this planet, and so it comes priced as gold. 
"Love is war". There is the fight for holding on. 
And the fight for letting go...
The hardest thing i have ever experienced is the learning which and when. 
But i ( Read more... )