Comments | candylandgal: The Fog

candylandgal

The Fog

Jan 09, 2011 15:52

Once upon a time...my brain used to have another gear. Lately when I shift into life, it seems like I'm missing that gear entirely and can only get up to a certain speed. While I'm moving in slow motion, the world outside of my windows is flying by so quickly that it blurs as though I'm on a carousel, people, things, moments in time turn into ( Read more... )

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bluelittlegirl January 9 2011, 20:58:04 UTC

Well, you posted. That is good.

I am so sorry you are having a rough time. I wish there was something, anything, that I could do. If you think of something, please let me know?

::glomp::

I will post soon. Promise.
If any of this is me-related, please don't agonize; it's no big deal.

::love::

I wish words weren't so inadequate.

candylandgal January 9 2011, 21:13:21 UTC

I guess there is that, eh? That was the best that I could do in terms of opening up my brain, taking the little bit that is in there out, and smearing it all over that blasted empty white space. ;)

I'm thinking the goal that I will set for myself is for at least one brain smear a week before Sunday. *Rocky Music builds softly in the background* :)

No pressure---I would love to read you and there's always motivating each other in this mutual 'blog it' challenge, but just set your own goal and timing to work for you!

*tackle squish*

bluelittlegirl January 10 2011, 22:18:31 UTC

Now you responded right away and lj did not send me a notification!

There is that, yes. It is a start.
I am going to try, too.

::is tackled:: ::and squished::

candylandgal January 12 2011, 02:43:20 UTC

Bad LJ, bad, bad, bad! No chocolate for you!

Yay for in this together, tackling, and squishing, all! :)

Also, is it bad that I looked up your icon to see who made it? Fog, I tell you, fog! :op

bluelittlegirl January 12 2011, 02:50:40 UTC

You, Mammoth, and Megan. That's pretty much it. Oh, and some of SunKrux's.

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on_the_ground January 10 2011, 02:37:54 UTC

I wish I had a rewind button myself many times.. totally get what you mean..

I'm very glad to hear from you :)

*hugs*

candylandgal January 12 2011, 02:54:46 UTC

If I ever find the remote to make such a thing possible, I promise to buy a two pack and share! :) Life, it is just moving so fast. I can't believe that it is January already! Sometimes if you catch me on a really off day, Is swear, I might write down October or so as the month! ;)

Thank you for the hugs and the sweetness! I've promised myself and a friend that I'm going to try to update my LJ at least once a week. I miss it so much, and I'm not going to let my friend's list get away from me anymore either. I ditched almost all of my communities and fannish stuff from the list so that I can just keep up with the individual people and the things that really matter again, and now it lost that feeling of 'overwhelming.' If only I could come up with that kind of solution in every part of life! :)

*hugs right back at ya* :)

mammothluv January 10 2011, 16:06:53 UTC

*madly hurls balls at your fog until it has no choice but to dissipate for being so overwhelmed with balls*

Seriously, and leaving behind my current need to work balls into all our conversations, I'm sorry you are having a rough time. I wish there were something I could say or do but I know stuff like this is something you have to work through on your own and/or sometimes just wait out. But, if it helps, you should know that I'm over here loving the bejeezus out of you whatever state your mind may be in and hoping that you feel more yourself soon.

And also, *HUGS HUGS HUGS*

Tortilla chips would have gone nicely with the soup that I ate hours ago.
Be glad you skipped the chips. Those bastards are dangerous! Let my winding up with one in the eye the other day serve as a cautionary tale.

candylandgal January 12 2011, 03:07:00 UTC

The fog, I think I just saw it running down the street whimpering with ball-like welts all over its foggy rear! This amuses me greatly! :)

Thank you for both the balls and the bejeezus part, a combination that might suddenly have me breaking into a random outburst of "Beejeezus, BALLS!!!" just to see how people react and for shits and giggles. :)

I hate feeling seventeen steps behind, but I've decided to just start double timing my walk and maybe I'll catch up. Maybe if I skip I'll get there faster. Or gallop like a horse. When I was little, I used to have a thing for galloping like a horse. Just the thought makes me feel much faster. :op

*is tackled by a triple decker hug and is thrilled and returns the triplicate hug* :)

LOLOL!! The Tortilla Chip Cautionary Tale. This sounds like something that deserves its day on the stage! :) I love it!