a decade under the influence???

[candyglitter]

I just awoke from a very detailed dream. So very real, i can testify that it did, indeed, happen somewhere, in another realm perhaps. Part of what i recall was years from now, and you were even living alone, yet you felt the need to hide me, STILL. You said "That's when we were in love" as you hugged me that amazing hug where i disapear into your

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A decade under the influence...

[octoberxswimmer]

is the most perfect title to this entry. i am glad i have stumbled upon your journal entry. i have been seriously slacking in my livejournal reading lately. i just missed your call. i was talking with someone that is valued as much as the person you are writing about here. but our mistake was probably the superfluous. the spoken, the argued, the uninhibited. we evaluated, we questioned, we, or just possibly me, just always expected more. the fantasy was never lived up to. the ideal was never mirrored in reality. and i felt, i felt i deserved more.

i don't want you to be the fantasy girl anymore.

my semester ends the day before christmas eve. i would love to see you christmas eve, even if it's just for a few minutes. i miss you. desperately sometimes.

[brknheartsmend]

heyy your still alive and well?
good to know! its been sooo long haha
you still over at grizzleys?!
have a happy & healthy!