i always adore your Sam and Dean, you write them so well and i love how you make me think. those last few lines absolutely killed me. love love love it all. =]
I dropped everything to read this once I saw it in my inbox, and hell yes, it was totally worth it! God, I love it when you write Sam/Dean!
The tension, man, that was killer. After reading so much Wincest, I kind of forget how momentous, how fucking crazy, it is for Sam and Dean to decide to go ahead with freakin' incest; this fic reminded me of that fact. I also really liked the description of how Sam's attraction to Dean informed his whole life, became so very central to Sam's nature, so when Sam gave himself away in that one unthinking moment, yeah, it wasn't just shock or fear or guilt motivating him afterward, but the whole unmooring of his character.
I loved how Dean just went with it--Sam angsts and thinks and rethinks, and Dean goes ahead and acts. Of course, he had an edge in that Sam "kissed" him first, but still, the decision to go ahead with something so crazy and yet so new (to Dean's mind at least) strikes me as a very Dean thing to do
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thanks man! i feel you on how wincest kind of inures you to the actual life-changing nature of deciding to hook up with your brother. this fandom, it makes it all seem so plausible! i think what helps is that i characterize sam as thinking of himself as 'dean's brother,' and dean thinks of himself as 'sam's brother,' and it defines the rest of their experience.
and yeah, randomly cracking up during sex! because sex is kinda ridiculous! you gotta represent.
*rolls around in story like fall leaf pile* You write such beautiful tension and descriptions and banter and love between them. I can't. . .with the words . .*happy sigh*
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you write them so well and i love how you make me think.
those last few lines absolutely killed me.
love love love it all.
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The tension, man, that was killer. After reading so much Wincest, I kind of forget how momentous, how fucking crazy, it is for Sam and Dean to decide to go ahead with freakin' incest; this fic reminded me of that fact. I also really liked the description of how Sam's attraction to Dean informed his whole life, became so very central to Sam's nature, so when Sam gave himself away in that one unthinking moment, yeah, it wasn't just shock or fear or guilt motivating him afterward, but the whole unmooring of his character.
I loved how Dean just went with it--Sam angsts and thinks and rethinks, and Dean goes ahead and acts. Of course, he had an edge in that Sam "kissed" him first, but still, the decision to go ahead with something so crazy and yet so new (to Dean's mind at least) strikes me as a very Dean thing to do ( ... )
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and yeah, randomly cracking up during sex! because sex is kinda ridiculous! you gotta represent.
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