all the cool kids have a master fic list
Fandoms:
Major League Baseball RPS
Supernatural
Sherlock Holmes (2009 movie and BBC show)
Beatles RPS
Stargate Atlantis
the West Wing
the O.C.
Sports Night
Miscellaneous (currently Gattaca and Jersey Shore)
Podfic for all fandoms
All of my fic is backed up/available for download (PDF, HTML, MOBI, EPUB) at Archive of Our Own.
oh man we are going to try to do this chronologically and it is certainly bound to fail. we're also going to rate and write summaries for every single goddamn a's story and not whine about it. and then? we will be dropping the imperial 'we.'
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MAJOR LEAGUE BASEBALL REAL PERSON SLASH
A Pictorial History, the relevant characters and major events of my corner of MLB slash, for those of you who don't like to go in blind.
Game On, Mulder/Zito, G, 1222 words. Nothing's as beautiful as the game itself. Some things come close, though.
The Man Who Threw 95 Miles an Hour, Mulder/Zito, PG, 6040 words. Gotta love a man who can bring the hard heat.
The How-To Series, Mulder/Zito, up to R, 27528 words. Zito is pretty dumb, but it's not a dealbreaker.
Left-Handed Pitchers in Love, or How to Get in Trouble with the Ballclub
Sure of You, or How to Get Your Heart Broken
No Sign of Land, or How to Stand Up
Things that Didn't Get Said Out Loud, or How to Realize Your Mistake
The Long Way Home, or How to Make It Right Again
brief sequel
remix (zito)
The Amazing Adventures of Astro Boy and His Trusty Sidekick Chowderhead, Mulder/Zito, PG, 4601 words. We talk a lot, there was a pennant game in 1951 and you better be aware.
Everybody's Got a Crush on Eric Chavez, Zito/Chavez, PG, 4334 words. He didn't have the person he wanted most of all, but at least he knew who that person was.
Thinking Too Much, Mulder/Zito, PG, 3854 words. Don't think; you'll only hurt the ballclub.
Drowning in Slow-Motion, Zito/player to be named later, PG-13, 6955 words. We're friends twice removed.
podfic
Technological Breakthroughs, Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 7041 words. Eric Chavez acquires a digital camera; wackiness ensues.
brief prequel
Wreck Your Life, Mulder/Chavez, R, 11676 words. He will fuck you up and leave nothing behind and you will have to deal.
brief sequel
Wake Up, Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 3115 words. If you're already lying awake, you might as well overthink things.
Undercurrent, Mulder/Zito, R, 40563 words. All the things that have happened, anything that's ever happened, whatever bad you've done--it doesn't matter.
brief prequel
brief sequel
Start Over at the Beginning, PG, 2884 words. Maybe things will be different this year.
Going to Wichita, Mulder/Zito, R, 22326 words. I keep forgetting the reasons it's a bad idea.
brief sequel
Pray for Rain, Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 4233. You don't always need some big tragedy. Sometimes things just end.
Falling Down with a Pure Heart, Zito/Chavez, R, 7524 words. This is how you get real gone on someone, this is the way it goes.
podfic
Going Nowhere, Mulder/Zito, R, 5486 words. The solution to all our problems is to drive for days in no particular direction.
podfic
Bridges, Mulder/Zito, PG, 5118 words. It doesn't really matter where we end up, as long as it's here.
Heal Our Losses, Zito/Chavez, Mulder/Chavez, R, 4390 words. Chavez gets passed around like currency.
brief prequel
brief sequel
remix (huddy)
Fear and Arrogance, Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 12749 words. Mulder's mean, Zito's off his game, and they play dirty hangman.
Life on Venus, Mulder/Chavez, PG-13, 6101 words. Broken hands happen.
For the Team, Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 2463 words. Bad rationalizations and an even worse road trip.
Stop Playing by the Rules, Mulder/Chavez, R, 3642 words. Chavez fucks up a buddy for good.
Talk Clean, Mulder/Hudson, PG-13, 2435 words. What we've got here is failure to communicate.
Trade Bait, Zito/Beane, PG-13, 1931 words. Every year, Billy Beane needs something.
Thief, Mulder/Zito, PG, 2766 words. Mulder steals Zito's curveball and fuck if that's gonna stand.
Untitled (What's Gone Wrong), Zito/player to be named later, PG, 2793 words. Everybody thinks they know what Zito's problem is.
The Rookie and the Lefty, Mulder/Zito, Mulder/Crosby, PG-13, 7727 words. Bobby Crosby unwittingly walks into an on-going siege.
podfic
Back in the Day, Mulder/Zito, R, 4982 words. In the Cape Cod Baseball League, Mulder doesn't even ask his name first.
remix (zito)
Untitled (Perspective), Mulder/Zito, Zito/Harden, PG-13, 4073 words. Rich Harden wittingly walks into a similarly on-going siege.
El Rey, Mulder/Zito, R. AU, 18473 words. Twenty years down the line, what are you going to remember?
brief sequel
Untitled (Breaking Pitches Are Hot), Mulder/Hudson's splitter, Mulder/Zito's curve, R, 6286 words. Oh sweet Jesus, I completely wash my hands of this fic, it was never meant for human eyes to see. I buried it in the graveyard, but these persistent motherfuckers are not to be underestimated.
Untitled (Mexico), Crosby/player to be named later, R, 2150 words. This crummy motel room in sight of the Mexican border is the perfect place for us to do body shots.
podfic
Control, Zito/Beane, Mulder/Zito, R, 4502 words. It's true, that Zito would do anything to keep from being traded.
podfic
Good Straight Boy from Long Beach, Mulder/Crosby, PG-13, 2718 words. Cereal and reruns and sunlight and eventually a blowjob.
The Rest of Your Life, Chavez/Munson, up to NC-17, 139570 words. Two boys grow up.
Part the First: Never Been a Boy Like You
Part the Second: Meantimes
Part the Third: Good at One Thing
Part the Fourth: Temporary Life
Part the Fifth: Alone So Far
Part the Sixth: The Church of Baseball
Part the Seventh: Meant to Be
Part the Eighth: Off the Map
Part the Ninth: Get Where You're Going
Part the Tenth: Seeing the Future
Part the Eleventh: Left Coast
Part the Twelfth: Perfect Life
Part the Thirteenth: Deconstruction
Part the Fourteenth: Down to the End
brief sequel
Untitled (Vegas), Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 3455 words. Double your improbable fortune through games of chance.
podfic
More Funny-Looking than Usual, Zito/Hudson, PG-13, 7129 words. This crummy bar bathroom is the perfect place for me to cut your hair in lieu of foreplay.
Boy Room, Mulder/Chavez, Mulder/Zito, R, 5417 words. Mark Mulder and Eric Chavez honestly believe that they are moving on.
English as a Second Language, or The Story Where Everybody Is in Denial, Mulder/Zito, Mulder/Chavez, Chavez/Zito, PG-13, 6651 words. When in doubt, abscond across the border and take what you can get.
Broken Up, Zito/Hudson, PG-13, 4753 words. The first blow was only for distraction, and then Billy Beane put me through a wall.
I Must Be High, Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 4789 words. Zito is baked like blacktop and Mulder is going down with him.
Skid, Mulder/Crosby, R, 3715 words. Used to be, they'd get really drunk first.
Untitled (National Cheerleading Championship), Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 1176 words. None of us wanted him to go.
podfic
Escape or Change, Zito/Beane, PG-13, 4395 words. My broken heart is our number-one starter.
North, Mulder/Hudson, R, 5281 words. Mark Mulder is the great left-handed hope of the Oakland Athletics and Tim Hudson, having eyes, decides to hit that shit like a hanging curve.
Sight to See, Mulder/Zito, Zito/Harden, PG-13, 5669 words. Zito messes with the Canadian and earns the enmity of the world.
Long Distance Drunk, Mulder/Hudson, Zito/Harden, PG-13, 3390 words. Thousands of miles apart, you are a phantom limb and I cannot sleep for the ache of it.
The Story Wherein Bobby Crosby Loses His Fucking Mind, Mulder/Crosby, Mulder/Zito, Zito/Crosby, R, 6399 words. Mulder kept saying "last time," and then eventually it was.
Timeline, Mulder/Hudson/Zito, NC-17, 4136 words. It was gonna be the only threesome story I ever wrote, until I wrote its sequel. sigh.
Fell, Mulder/Harden, PG-13, 13317 words. Rich Harden just straight out converts Mark Mulder. Because he is Richie.
Artists and Pitchers, Mulder/Zito, R, 15190 words. "I don't wanna think about baseball and I don't wanna think about quantum physics and I don't wanna think about nothing. I just want to be."
Token Freakshow Prodigies, Harden/Street, PG, 8764 words. Huston Street has a disorienting effect on Rich Harden, but he works it out.
brief sequel
podfic
Blind Against the White, Zito/Haren, R, 11886 words. Barry Zito welcomes Danny Haren to the team in his own inimitable style.
Bound to Happen, Zito/Hudson, R, 2878 words. At least nothing's changed.
podfic
Informed Consent, Harden/Crosby, PG-13, 1454 words. For my very first Harden/Crosby story, how about some coercive sex?
brief sequel
Carpet Burn, Mulder/Harden, R, 2222 words. Mulder gets groped.
brief sequel
podfic
Seven Flights, Haren/Lowry, R, 1773 words. Just because he's convenient does not necessarily mean he's a good idea.
podfic
Eric Chavez Goes to Hollywood, Zito/Chavez, R, 19856 words. Just because he's your second choice doesn't necessarily mean he's a bad idea.
remix (zito)
Gravitation, or How I Got Over Their Names Being One Letter Apart, Haren/Harden, R, 2157 words. Richie's heart is a magnet and Danny's is lead.
podfic
Journeymen, Zito/Crosby, R, 32649 words. When stuck in the bus leagues, use your teammates as life rafts and don't complain when they do the same.
brief sequel
Negotiations, Chavez/Beane, R, 6070 words. The least professional thing Billy has ever done, and yes I'm including Zito.
See Right Through, Mulder/Zito, R, 11713 words. It's kinda disjointed and hard to follow, but what can you expect from a minor league year.
Rally, Haren/Harden, PG, 902 words. Free popcorn and lemonade at the car wash.
podfic
A Thousand Times Over, Mulder/Crosby, Harden/Street, PG-13, 2044 words. We all used to be the golden boy.
podfic
Two Thousand Miles, Zito/Harden, R, 4411 words. This year I'm thankful for Vicodin, Rich Harden, cold weather, and highways.
brief prequel
podfic
Science of Matter, Harden/Street, PG-13, 3391 words. Harden develops a nice little drinking problem and Street doesn't care quite as much as he should.
podfic
Out There, Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 7123 words. Faintly co-dependent text messaging combined with deeply significant text message-ignoring, and all of this stuff is canon.
Strays, Zito/Harden, Harden/Street, Mulder/Crosby, Zito/Chavez, Zito/Haren, Zito/Hudson, NC-17, 43919 words. AU. Mulder's a pimp, Crosby's a liar, Harden's a junkie, Zito's in love, and they're all hookers. Goddamn right.
not-so-brief prequel
even-longer prequel
brief sequel
Narcolepsy, Zito/Chavez, Zito/Haren, PG-13, 1346 words. Chavez has sleeping sickness and no one cares.
podfic
Phases, Harden/Crosby, PG-13, 5127 words. Crosby waxes and wanes but Harden is a constant.
Walk Year, Zito/Haren, R, 3951 words. Zito's last year in Oakland starts on a strangely nostalgic note.
Catalyst, Haren/Harden, Harden/Street, R, 11709 words. The only thing wrong with Danny is that he's not Huston.
Fall, Zito/Street, PG-13, 9285 words. Zito tries to ignore the impossible events surrounding him.
Rise, Harden/Street, PG-13, 9678 words. Harden tries to fix the impossible events surrounding him.
This Is a Happy Ending, Mulder/Chavez, PG-13, 3753 words. Conscienceless, Eric Chavez gets everything he wants.
In Which I Get Disturbingly Meta, or Five Things That Have Not Yet Happened to Barry Zito, Zito/Harden, Zito/Haren, Zito/Beane, Mulder/Zito, Zito/Hudson, Zito/Chavez, PG-13, 4635 words. Defeat the inevitable with prayer and clean living.
Outside In, Harden/Street, Harden/Crosby, R, 22033 words. It's not that he thinks it's wrong.
brief prequel
remix (richie)
Windfall, Zito/Hudson, NC-17, 10540 words. At twenty-two years old, you are obliged to make a few mistakes.
Clean Down to the Bone, or How to Do a Remix, Mulder/Zito, R, 6415 words. Remix of the How-To Series, in which it is not a fairy tale.
Psychocircular, Haren/Lowry, R, 9674 words. In college they were best friends and now they're something else.
Backstory, Mulder/Zito, Mulder/Chavez, Zito/Harden, R, 45529 words. This is why I am the way I am. This is the explanation.
Disafuckingppear, Harden/Haren, R, 6960 words. Rich Harden vanished in pieces, and he quietly took bits of you with him.
Crazy Life, Harden/Crosby, Harden/Zito, Harden/Street, Mulder/Zito, PG-13, 9401 words. Rich Harden is a slut and Bobby Crosby is A-OK with that.
podfic
Revisionist History, Zito/Beane, Zito/Chavez, R, 38110 words. AU. Zito is a drunk and a pothead and seventeen years old, pitching for the best high school baseball team in the country and still kind of in love with one of his best friends, and wanting to sleep with his coach is really the least of his problems.
remix (munce)
remix (chavvy)
Deception and Break, Zito/Haren, PG-13, 12910 words. Zito suffers a violent psychotic break. No, literally this time.
Flying Kites in Traffic, Harden/Street, PG-13, 8809 words. Huston Street makes lists and largely misses the point.
Good for Something Once, Zito/Lowry, R, 3496 words. Zito only knows how to fall in love with teammates.
remix (noah)
After All and After Everything, Zito/Chavez, Zito/Street, PG-13, 14520 words. End it on New Year's Eve so that I'll remember every year until I die.
Attention Junkie, Harden/Crosby, Zito/Harden, Harden/Street, Mulder/Harden, R, 9111 words. Richie is hooked on speed pills and putting out for his teammates and it's unclear which will be more detrimental.
Poor Killer Boy, Mulder/Zito/Hudson, NC-17, 10702 words. Sequel to Timeline, wherein that drunken threesome has not left Barry Zito unscathed.
Fugitive Way, Harden/Crosby, R, 5891 words. AU. Bobby is insane and Harden is numb and together they get by okay.
podfic
Introducing Travis Buck, Buck/Crosby, R, 3238 words. Before the fall of the Wonderboy.
No Better than the Weather, Harden/Street, R, 11890 words. Huston doesn't think he's gay, but that's why we have Richie.
A Green Field as Far Away, Harden/Buck, Harden/Crosby, R, 47474 words. A few years after washing out of professional baseball, Billy Beane hires Rich Harden to be a minor league scout.
The Human Condition, Mulder/Crosby, R, 11485 words. Bobby is somewhat thrown by his sudden desire to go down on his housemate.
Pretty Season, Zito/Harden, PG-13, 9391 words. In his winter of free agency, Zito follows Harden home because he has no better ideas.
Actually Happened Like This, Chavez/Munson, Zito/Chavez, Zito/Beane, R, 22030 words. Perspective-shift remix of Revisionist History. What Munson really wants to know is, exactly how dumb do you guys think I am?
Tales from the Outback, Harden/Haren, R, 5227 words. Rich gets a head injury and Danny makes the most of it.
In the Here and Now, Mulder/Zito, R, 10863 words. Perspective-shift remix of Back in the Day. They ran into each other from time to time, was the best way to put it.
The Kid from Hollywood, Zito/Chavez, R, 55267 words. Perspective-shift remix of Eric Chavez Goes to Hollywood. Zito has always been opposed to the forward progression of time.
Cellar Door, Zito/Crosby, PG-13, 6658 words. Zito runs away for a couple hours.
Take Two, Zito/Haren, Zito/Harden, R, 17008 words. Zito is sincerely trying to do the right thing this time.
Lovely Lost Cause, Zito/Lowry, R, 21524 words. Perspective-shift remix of Good for Something Once. Noah was good for something once, and so shall he be again.
Bystander, Zito/Chavez, Mulder/Chavez, PG, 3228 words. Perspective-shift remix of Heal Our Losses. Tim Hudson is at least twice as smart as any of these motherfuckers.
Inside Out, Harden/Crosby, Harden/Street, R, 47509 words. Perspective-shift remix of Outside In. Boy meets Richie. Richie ruins boy. Boy returns favor. World keeps turning.
Sleeping on Drunk Street, Harden/Street, Harden/Crosby, R, 12524 words. Street is not an alcoholic and he's not gay, except for all the times when he is.
podfic
This Kind of Equation, Mulder/Crosby, R, 8425 words. The problem isn't that Bobby Crosby hears voices, it's that he does what they tell him to do.
Three Yard Radius, Zito/Chavez, Chavez/Munson, NC-17, 38564 words. Prequel/remix of Revisionist History. The three of them grew up within arm's reach of each other.
The Comeback Kid, Zito/Lincecum, R, 7195 words. This is how far you've come.
podfic
The Code, Zito/Lincecum, R, 12155 words. The first rule of the Queer Ballplayers Code is you do not talk about the Queer Ballplayers Code.
podfic
Other Team, Zito/Lincecum, Zito/Chavez, R, 14557 words. Before you get to the future, you gotta relive the past.
Somewhere Between the Bus Leagues and the Bigs, Bumgarner/Posey, NC-17, 20922 words. By all means, let's send teenagers to fight our baseball wars for us.
The Bloodiest Single Day, Bumgarner/Posey, R, 2153 words. The runner's job is to score at all costs. The catcher's job is to stop him.
podfic
Backwards in a Mirror, Harden/Crosby, PG-13, 6202 words. In 2011, nobody wants Bobby on their team anymore, and Richie is conflicted about sleeping with someone who is not a major league baseball player.
SUPERNATURAL
Roads, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 2133 words. Life in motion.
podfic
High Wire, Sam/Dean, R, 5330 words. Nine-month skid.
podfic
American Myth, Sam/Dean, R, 14043 words. As long as you have a car, you are free, and other lies my country taught me.
podfic
Come My Way, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 8540 words. There is contentment and then bickering and then a haunted roller coaster, and it all goes okay.
podfic
Gone Again, Sam/Dean, R, 32376 words. Four months later, you couldn't really call it living.
prequel
sequel
Speechless, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 13233 words. Dean loses his voice and their rapport is only moderately impaired.
podfic
And I Have Asked to Be Where No Storms Come, Sam/Dean, R, 16939 words. Family is the first to break your heart.
podfic
You and Me on Milk Cartons, Sam/Dean, R, 10564 words. It's Sam Winchester's gay sexual history, but, you know, through Dean.
Look the Other Way, Sam/Dean, NC-17, 55160 words. AU. Dean is a cop and Sam is his no-good brother.
For Keeps For Good Forever, Sam/Dean, R, 8802 words. AU. Dean never told Sam about his deal.
podfic
Eight Things You Should Know, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 9137 words. Being in love with Dean is the most annoying thing.
podfic
How to Survive in the Woods, Sam/Dean, R, 9311 words. And then, if you can believe it, eight years passed.
podfic
Ascalon, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 9205 words. You and your brother are hunting dragons.
podfic
Impossible to Tell, Sam/Dean, R, 15423 words. A church falls down on them, and then Dean loses it a little bit.
Manhattan for Beads, Sam/Dean, R, 11666 words. Try to avoid trading love for sex.
podfic
Be Awake, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 5127 words. Dean has a concussion and his better senses come and go.
podfic
Junkie: A True Story, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 2590 words. Nothing else matters in this whole wide world.
podfic
On the Dodge, Sam/Dean, NC-17, 39660 words. AU. Cowboys! "Your times is over and you're gonna die bloody and all you can do is choose where."
Gone, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 6074 words. Prequel to Gone Again. Whiskey and Star Wars and Dean.
Last Day on Earth, Sam/Dean, NC-17, 13054 words. A list of things to do if you only have one day to live, presented in inconvenient non-list form.
podfic
The Land of the Blind, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 12922 words. Even the post-apocalypse looks good in a certain light.
podfic
Famous Ghosts of Texas, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 9553 words. Life will be better for all concerned if we just pretend that last thing never happened.
podfic
Smart People Who Do Dumb Things, Sam/Dean, R, 14266 words. I shouldn't have pushed, but you shouldn't have said no.
podfic
Never Mind That, Sam/Dean, R, 8117 words. Sequel to Gone Again. Sam reacts badly to the terrible mess he's made.
Welcome to Fog City, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 7787 words. Sam's one blind spot is big enough to drive a truck through.
podfic
The Mother Road, Sam/Dean, R, 3608 words. The third time, the charm.
podfic
Second Map of the World, Sam/Dean, NC-17, 16671 words. They're on a lucky streak, then Sam does something ill-considered, and the plot thickens.
The Elko County Adventure, Sam/Dean, NC-17, 43430 words. Mutant snake monsters, rooftop confessions, and a big-ass Howitzer strapped to the back of a pick-up truck. Also known as: Tremors: The Sequel.
Buy You a Mockingbird, Sam/Dean, R, 10240 words. A genuine horror story.
SHERLOCK HOLMES (2009)
This Day to the Ending of the World, Holmes/Watson, R, 9659 words. Ways to get over a war.
podfic
Gods and Kings, Holmes/Watson, PG-13, 5601 words. Wherein Watson is terribly distracting.
podfic
The Greek Problem, Holmes/Watson, R, 16336 words. The brainless things people do for love.
The Narrator, Holmes/Watson, R, 9929 words. Watson is a degenerate gambler, a reluctant romantic, and the least reliable narrator in the history of the written word.
podfic
The Other Way of the World, Holmes/Watson, R, 14896 words. A long night in a dirty city.
Mistakes of Our Youth, Holmes/Watson, NC-17, 37693 words. It's the backstory; it's how you got here.
The Offensive of Charm and Fire, Holmes/Watson, PG-13, 4092 words. In which arson is recast as romantic.
podfic
Liability, Holmes/Watson, PG-13, 6445 words. Holmes finally pays attention to the things he does without thinking.
A Terribly Poor Understanding of Love, Holmes/Watson, R, 12988 words. Two wrongs don't make a right; it takes at least three.
podfic
SHERLOCK (BBC)
Space Travel, Sherlock/John, R, 5319 words. I would literally cross light-years for you, if someone would only give me a spaceship.
podfic
BEATLES RPS
Above Us Only Sky, John/Paul, PG-13, 1337 words. Paul is still kinda scared of him, and so says nothing.
podfic
How You Were Diverted, John/Paul, PG-13, 5076 words. Far too young to have come so far.
podfic
The First Year, John/Paul, NC-17, 23898 words. Get back to where you once belonged.
Miles Away, John/Paul, R, 12509 words. Insomnia as a terribly romantic character trait.
STARGATE ATLANTIS
Fundamentals of Shipwreck Prevention, McKay/Sheppard, NC-17, 11967 words. John Sheppard re-enacts a scene out of Lassie, except, you know, for the sex.
Gravel Road, McKay/Sheppard, NC-17, 24190 words. There's nothing in the universe that annoys McKay more than unexpected twists in the plot.
THE WEST WING
Keep Looking*, Josh/Sam, R, 15415 words. Josh didn't like that this was happening to him. He didn't know how to stop it.
The Best Idea Ever, Josh/Sam, R, 16188 words. Josh's house turns against him; hilarity ensues.
Things to Do in Cleveland When You're Overcoming Denial, Josh/Sam, PG-13, 4651 words. Things are said, mistakes are made, but it all works out in the end.
Chaotic Terrain, Josh/Sam, R, 4592 words. Lessons in astronomy.
A Campaign Thing, Josh/Sam, R, 14399 words. Sam's addiction was Josh.
Held, Josh/Sam, PG-13, 1805 words. Don't trust anything that happens in the middle of the night.
What It Looks Like, Josh/Sam, PG, 9821 words. Everything came up blue.
Out of Order, Josh/Sam, PG, 1924 words. Still hearing your voice in the night.
Dreamt of in Your Philosophy, Josh/Sam, PG, 1652 words. A phone call, a lightning storm, something that was almost Mars.
Five Months, Josh/Sam, PG, 5116 words. Spring training to the pennant chase, and it's been five months.
Define Your Terms, Josh/Sam, PG, 5438 words. It's very complicated inside Josh's head.
Faith, Josh/Sam, PG, 5456 words. In search of spring, and something to believe in.
Lucky 13, Josh/Sam, PG, 5346 words. Just get through the day, Josh.
Spectator (Whoever It Is You Talk to), Josh/Danny, PG, 6624 words. On a non-linear timeline, Josh and Danny have several conversations, and some other stuff.
*First fic posted under the Candle Beck pseud, 10 March 2003
THE O.C.
Cool, Seth/Ryan, PG, 1409 words. The distance of cool between Chino and Newport Beach.
podfic
Smart, Seth/Ryan, PG-13, 2322 words. Smart's never done much for you, though.
podfic
Get You, Seth/Ryan, PG, 3713. Every day starts the same. Every day ends the same.
Salvage, Seth/Ryan, PG, 3764 words. Did you stop hanging out with me or did I stop hanging out with you?
Black Out, Seth/Ryan, PG-13, 2092 words. Seth can't remember what happened last night, but that won't last.
Swear to God, Seth/Ryan, R, 4535 words. Sequel to Black Out. Seth isn't trying to forget anymore.
SPORTS NIGHT
Seeing the Future, Danny/Casey, PG, 5187 words. Casey goes nuts and Danny brings him back.
Fall, Danny/Casey, PG-13, 7551 words. Danny goes nuts and Casey brings him back.
Oranges and Cigarettes, PG, 1744 words. Two packs a day and a heart as strong as iron.
MISCELLANEOUS
The Beauty of the Dark, Gattaca, Jerome/Vincent, R, 4672 words. You don't belong here, and I wish you'd stay.
Lights, Camera, Jersey Shore, Vinny/Mike, R, 5793 words. Now show me your good side, baby.
PODFIC
Supernatural
Come My Way mp3, 39:56
Ascalon mp3, 43:45
Be Awake mp3, 26:57
Junkie: A True Story mp3, 13:46
And I Have Asked to Be Where No Storms Come mp3, 1:25:35
Roads mp3, 11:46
Last Day on Earth mp3, 1:07:35
The Land of the Blind mp3, 1:20:13
For Keeps For Good Forever mp3, 58:07
Eight Things You Should Know mp3, 43:46
American Myth mp3, 1:11:39
High Wire mp3, 30:39
Famous Ghosts of Texas mp3, 57:25
Speechless mp3, 1:09:27
Smart People Who Do Dumb Things mp3, 1:13:27
Welcome to Fog City mp3, 43:14
How to Survive in the Woods mp3, 56:37
The Mother Road mp3, 21:14
Manhattan for Beads mp3, 1:02:28
MLB RPS
Rally mp3, 4:56
Carpet Burn mp3, 17:28
Two Thousand Miles mp3, 22:27
Going Nowhere mp3, 29:12
Falling Down with a Pure Heart mp3, 38:58
Crazy Life mp3, 51:18
Untitled (Vegas) mp3, 15:56
Gravitation mp3, 10:41
The Rookie and the Lefty mp3, 38:45
Control mp3, 22:08
Fugitive Way mp3, 37:51
Science of Matter mp3, 19:54
Narcolepsy mp3, 9:16
Sleeping on Drunk Street mp3, 1:12:09
Token Freakshow Prodigies mp3, 52:24
Drowning in Slow-Motion mp3, 36:28
A Thousand Times Over mp3, 12:27
Seven Flights mp3, 10:58
Bound to Happen mp3, 17:27
Boy Room mp3, 28:49
More Funny-Looking Than Usual mp3, 34:46
Untitled (National Cheerleading Championship) mp3, 7:01
The Comeback Kid mp3, 40:47
The Code mp3, 1:08:11
The Bloodiest Single Day mp3, 15:11
Untitled (Mexico) mp3, 12:34
The O.C.
Smart mp3, 12:09
Cool mp3, 7:23
Sherlock Holmes
This Day to the Ending of the World mp3, 54:16
Gods and Kings mp3, 33:39
The Narrator mp3, 1:01:04
A Terribly Poor Understanding of Love mp3, 1:23:55
The Offensive of Charm and Fire mp3, 24:14
Sherlock
Space Travel mp3, 34:07
Beatles RPS
How You Were Diverted mp3, 29:18
Above Us Only Sky mp3, 8:13