yeah its been a while since ive felt this happy despite finally having something i've wanted for a really... all my life (that being, independance with out the restriants and true downfalls of tennis).
i guess its just been a really hard transition for me. you'd think after 3 months here that i'd get over it already, but no. it hit hard around about two weeks ago and i was just sooo depressed. i slept alot, i cried alot, i ate not enough... i felt so rotten in everything i did. and worst of all, i was kinda mean to some people that i really care about when really i was just taking out my anger and pain on them. if they are reading this right now, i hope they know im sorry & that yes, i am crazy. lol.
and yes - photoshop = love. if you make stuff and want to share, SHOW ME! :) i love art, ESPECIALLY yours!! (ive always loved your stuff from like hs)
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i want to see rent
i'm addicted to downloading brushes and fonts :P so don't worry and my program doesn't do any of the multimedia stuff =o\
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lets go see rent!! ...when exams are over lol :S
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PHOTOSHOP IS ADDICTIVE . OMG. I'm shit at it and can still spend hours just wasting time, and being happy ...
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i guess its just been a really hard transition for me. you'd think after 3 months here that i'd get over it already, but no. it hit hard around about two weeks ago and i was just sooo depressed. i slept alot, i cried alot, i ate not enough... i felt so rotten in everything i did. and worst of all, i was kinda mean to some people that i really care about when really i was just taking out my anger and pain on them. if they are reading this right now, i hope they know im sorry & that yes, i am crazy. lol.
and yes - photoshop = love. if you make stuff and want to share, SHOW ME! :) i love art, ESPECIALLY yours!! (ive always loved your stuff from like hs)
ahh long reply. sorry! lol.
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actually no... but he's one of the clients at the place i work at, so i got to meet him.
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