FanFic:You say it best,when you say nothing at all / Chapter 1: BIG SUPRISE (1/?)
NOTE:I have already written 3 chapters so far, and I will post them tomorrow. So, please review and comment, cause depending on your reviews I`ll know if I will continue writing the story. I hope you`ll enjoy reading as much as I enjoyed writing :)))))))
Tittle: You say it best, when you say nothing at all
Chapter 1: Big Suprise
Author: calzonamfeo ( MariaCallizonaMFEO on FF )
Pairing: Callie/Arizona
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Callie is trying to move on with her life.But what happens when Arizona comes back?Life changes and one mistake can change everything.Love is put to a test,will they survive?Try as we might to keep it study, LOVE is the most powerful thing of all.
Disclaimer: All characters belong to Shonda Rhimes/ABC. I don’t own anything. Any similarities to real life situations/persons are purely coincidental. Not for profit; for entertainment purposes only.
A/N:Comments are much appreciated and will encourage me to write more fanfics in the future :)))))
Chapter 1
2 months has passed since Arizona left. It’s been 2 months since Callie was trying to pull herself together, to make herself act like nothing happened, but that was to hard. She tried to convince herself that she wasn’t in the pain, ‘cause what she was feeling inside was killing her. She didn’t want to suffer, not anymore, so she put all her hard work on her cartilage research and fixing broken bones, ‘cause the way she felt after every surgery was beyond amazing. She wanted to feel that way, she wanted to think and convince herself that she is awesome, hard core. She wanted to feel nothing but joy and happiness, although she knew that, the only thing that could make her happy was Arizona, but she wasn’t by her side, not anymore.
Callie left from work earlier, because she had a Christmas party to attend to, but she wasn’t really in the mood, but Mark convinced her, and she figure it out that it`s better for her to be surrounded by people, having fun, drinking, laughing, cause the silence in her apartment was killing her. But what was killing her is the fact that she could sense that intoxicating aroma she loved so much. Her aroma. The sweetest essence of vanilla, the most amazing and beautiful aroma of all. And it was hers. Even if she wasn’t there. After she finished preparing, she decided to seat for awhile, and just enjoy the silence. She went to the kitchen, poured glass of red wine, and approached to the window - watching snow. She loved snow. Arizona too. They used to have very long walks when it was snowing, holding hands, talking and just - enjoying being together, and being happy, in love.
` How we lost this, Arizona?` - Callie was asking herself. `What we did wrong? What did I do wrong? Why people always leave me and never come back? `- she was having these questions in her head for so long, and seemed that she couldn’t find an answer to any of it. Suddenly the knock at the door interrupted her thoughts.
‘Mark, did you forget your keys?` - she said, and slowly she started to walk towards the door. As she was approaching the door she felt some strong feeling, like that feeling when you know that something big is going to happen and you feel your heart beating very fast and you can’t control you emotions, feelings, breathing, thoughts … She became nervous, she was shaking, and she didn’t know why she was feeling like that … But deep inside, she find that feeling so familiar, like the one she had only once in her life, the most beautiful feeling of all … like the one she had when she kissed … she opened the door …
`Okay, so, picture this: I'm in Africa, and everything's great, and the people are so nice, and the clinic is amazing, and I'm doing work that actually feels important. Like, I can, I can actually see that I'm making a difference. But I'm crying, like, constantly. And then this guy that work with at the clinic, finally asks me what's wrong, and I say that I miss my girlfriend, like, like, I really miss her. So then he asks me if I want to go back if they could replace me. And, and then I open my mouth to say "no"...but what comes out weirdly instead is "yes." And so they did. And then I came back`.
And there she was. The love of my life. My Arizona. Standing in front of me, saying how much she missed me, how much she was miserable without me, how much she was crying. There she was, looking at me, crying. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t breath. I couldn’t believe that the woman for who I was longing so much, finally was here. My whole world stopped. I didn’t feel anything, but at the same time I felt so much - anger, disappointment, sadness, confusion, desperation, wonder, but most of all, the strongest feeling I was having was LOVE. That incredible power that was pushing me straight to her, making me forget all that happened, creating space where there was only us. God, I missed her so much. I miss her even now, when she`s standing right in front of me. I tried to breath, to control myself, but the only thing I could breath was her essence - it felt so good. I wanted to say something, anything, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t say a thing. I just stood there, with memories rushing through my brain. And once again, her voice was whispering those beautiful words, that I don’t know if were the most amazing thing that she ever said to me or were like knifes, deeply stabbing my heart…
`You look really pretty` - she said. She was watching me with her beautiful blue eyes, full of sadness, tears, desperation, worry, hoping that I would say something.
But I was hurt, she left me … everyone left me … everyone … I believed that she will never leave … among all people, I truly believed that she was the one who would stick with me, no matter what … With all those feelings, there was one thing that crossed my mind. Mark. I felt guilt. Remorse. Regret. ‘But, why in the world I was feeling all that?’I asked myself. `She left me. She said to me: be happy. I don’t say that by sleeping with him, I was happy, all the opposite, but why I felt so much guilt about it? She was the one who left me, in the middle of an airport. She broke my heart. She knew about the only thing I was afraid of - to be left by someone, and she did that. But I did exactly the same thing with her. I slept with Mark what always has been her greatest fear. I knew that it was a bad idea, I knew it then and I know that now … when Arizona finds out, she will leave me, and this time for good. I just can’t deal with this, not right now. So I did what I thought was the best at that moment ... I closed the door ... stubbornly choosing to believe that was the right thing to do. I laid on the floor, my head was covered with my hands, crying, standing there all alone, falling in love with Arizona all over again.`
Tittle: You say it best, when you say nothing at all
Chapter 1: Big Suprise
Author: calzonamfeo ( MariaCallizonaMFEO on FF )
Pairing: Callie/Arizona
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Callie is trying to move on with her life.But what happens when Arizona comes back?Life changes and one mistake can change everything.Love is put to a test,will they survive?Try as we might to keep it study, LOVE is the most powerful thing of all.
Disclaimer: All characters belong to Shonda Rhimes/ABC. I don’t own anything. Any similarities to real life situations/persons are purely coincidental. Not for profit; for entertainment purposes only.
A/N:Comments are much appreciated and will encourage me to write more fanfics in the future :)))))
Chapter 1
2 months has passed since Arizona left. It’s been 2 months since Callie was trying to pull herself together, to make herself act like nothing happened, but that was to hard. She tried to convince herself that she wasn’t in the pain, ‘cause what she was feeling inside was killing her. She didn’t want to suffer, not anymore, so she put all her hard work on her cartilage research and fixing broken bones, ‘cause the way she felt after every surgery was beyond amazing. She wanted to feel that way, she wanted to think and convince herself that she is awesome, hard core. She wanted to feel nothing but joy and happiness, although she knew that, the only thing that could make her happy was Arizona, but she wasn’t by her side, not anymore.
Callie left from work earlier, because she had a Christmas party to attend to, but she wasn’t really in the mood, but Mark convinced her, and she figure it out that it`s better for her to be surrounded by people, having fun, drinking, laughing, cause the silence in her apartment was killing her. But what was killing her is the fact that she could sense that intoxicating aroma she loved so much. Her aroma. The sweetest essence of vanilla, the most amazing and beautiful aroma of all. And it was hers. Even if she wasn’t there. After she finished preparing, she decided to seat for awhile, and just enjoy the silence. She went to the kitchen, poured glass of red wine, and approached to the window - watching snow. She loved snow. Arizona too. They used to have very long walks when it was snowing, holding hands, talking and just - enjoying being together, and being happy, in love.
` How we lost this, Arizona?` - Callie was asking herself. `What we did wrong? What did I do wrong? Why people always leave me and never come back? `- she was having these questions in her head for so long, and seemed that she couldn’t find an answer to any of it. Suddenly the knock at the door interrupted her thoughts.
‘Mark, did you forget your keys?` - she said, and slowly she started to walk towards the door. As she was approaching the door she felt some strong feeling, like that feeling when you know that something big is going to happen and you feel your heart beating very fast and you can’t control you emotions, feelings, breathing, thoughts … She became nervous, she was shaking, and she didn’t know why she was feeling like that … But deep inside, she find that feeling so familiar, like the one she had only once in her life, the most beautiful feeling of all … like the one she had when she kissed … she opened the door …
`Okay, so, picture this: I'm in Africa, and everything's great, and the people are so nice, and the clinic is amazing, and I'm doing work that actually feels important. Like, I can, I can actually see that I'm making a difference. But I'm crying, like, constantly. And then this guy that work with at the clinic, finally asks me what's wrong, and I say that I miss my girlfriend, like, like, I really miss her. So then he asks me if I want to go back if they could replace me. And, and then I open my mouth to say "no"...but what comes out weirdly instead is "yes." And so they did. And then I came back`.
And there she was. The love of my life. My Arizona. Standing in front of me, saying how much she missed me, how much she was miserable without me, how much she was crying. There she was, looking at me, crying. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t breath. I couldn’t believe that the woman for who I was longing so much, finally was here. My whole world stopped. I didn’t feel anything, but at the same time I felt so much - anger, disappointment, sadness, confusion, desperation, wonder, but most of all, the strongest feeling I was having was LOVE. That incredible power that was pushing me straight to her, making me forget all that happened, creating space where there was only us. God, I missed her so much. I miss her even now, when she`s standing right in front of me. I tried to breath, to control myself, but the only thing I could breath was her essence - it felt so good. I wanted to say something, anything, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t say a thing. I just stood there, with memories rushing through my brain. And once again, her voice was whispering those beautiful words, that I don’t know if were the most amazing thing that she ever said to me or were like knifes, deeply stabbing my heart…
`You look really pretty` - she said. She was watching me with her beautiful blue eyes, full of sadness, tears, desperation, worry, hoping that I would say something.
But I was hurt, she left me … everyone left me … everyone … I believed that she will never leave … among all people, I truly believed that she was the one who would stick with me, no matter what … With all those feelings, there was one thing that crossed my mind. Mark. I felt guilt. Remorse. Regret. ‘But, why in the world I was feeling all that?’I asked myself. `She left me. She said to me: be happy. I don’t say that by sleeping with him, I was happy, all the opposite, but why I felt so much guilt about it? She was the one who left me, in the middle of an airport. She broke my heart. She knew about the only thing I was afraid of - to be left by someone, and she did that. But I did exactly the same thing with her. I slept with Mark what always has been her greatest fear. I knew that it was a bad idea, I knew it then and I know that now … when Arizona finds out, she will leave me, and this time for good. I just can’t deal with this, not right now. So I did what I thought was the best at that moment ... I closed the door ... stubbornly choosing to believe that was the right thing to do. I laid on the floor, my head was covered with my hands, crying, standing there all alone, falling in love with Arizona all over again.`