I HAVE NAVIGATED THE ELECTRIC HIGHWAYS OF THIS CONFOUNDED BOX AND CREATED LIFE!

[calvinsajammer]

O.k. I think this works now Teri. I'm hoping that the hour+ of time I spent wasn't just in my mind. If so it will be my first posting of any kind on this, wuzzit called, intranet. Isn't that what rock stars put in their hair? Anyway, if you can if fact read this then let me know and I guess we shall go from there. Sweeeeeet.

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[calvinsajammer]

So, after a long hiatus I am back. I'm still not use to posting or internet communication, but unfortunately I don't really have any real life outlets. I have lived inside of my own head for so long I don't know how to break out of it and into life around me. I'm dying to do and say and feel and experience and try. But I feel like all my energy is going to the things that are holding me back. I feel like I have been busting my ass at life and still haven't gotten any return. I have no social life, no home life, no any kind of life except the one that keeps me busy working hard which is the only thing that I know I can do. The person that I am supposed to be the closest to couldn't be farther away, again. And I'm tired of trying and getting nothing for it. I'm tired of doing all the work. I have all of these ideas and opinions and observations and arguments in my head that are just dying to get out, but I don't have anyone to give them to. So I guess I finally turn back to this. I doubt anyone will read this. I'm not