"i love this record, baby, but i can't see straight anymore"

[calorie_zero]

...it's been almost three months since I've posted anything Gazette-fandom related.
And as much as it pains me when I think of all the effort I've put into loving Aoiha and Reituki and spending hours compiling what I have in my fikku archive and all of the emotional investment my readers had in my writing, it pains me to say that-

-I think I've

Comments

[ryuunokeshin]

It'd be sad that you don't write fanfictions anymore 'cause I really enjoyed reading them. Especially the Aoiha ones but I have to say that I'm slowly losing the love to even read fanfictions anymore too.

(mainly because after I started to read doujinshis)

But I know it's kind of hard to like, just suddenly give up on it. I did that once when I used to write fanfictions too 'cause I really didn't have any inspiration...at all.

Life is okay for you, at the very least? ^^

*hugs* I'm glad that you at least updated your journal though. xD
I miss hearing from you.

[calorie_zero]

Fandoms just fade after a while, I guess. :\ But I was happy with Aoiha for the two years I spent writing them (which is an insanely long time for me to like anything XD)!

I'm glad you understand the feeling though.

Life is a bit rough at the moment, which somewhat pertained to me losing interest, but it'll smooth out so don't worry.

*hugs*
I won't be updating this journal anymore after this for old times' sake. So if you want to still read my updates or something, please add "club-hypnotic."
Thank you for supporting me all this way!

[ryuunokeshin]

Yah I guess. ~_~
I'd feel really sad if my fandom of the GazettE ever fades away 'cause it's...well my most treasured fandom.
It was sort of because of them that I came to like yaoi and all that. ~__~

Ahh, I hope that it'd be okay soon. :)

Sure, I'd add you. x3 Even if you don't write fanfics anymore, I'd love to hear more from you. <3

[x_chrizzl3_x]

I would be very upset if you stopped writing fanfiction, but I understand. It's all about what you want in the end. I almost feel like stopping myself. I don't really have inspiration, and my fanfiction don't feel as successful--ever since "Hasslichkeit Unter Einem Papierbeutel".

It's just so good to hear from you. I missed hearing from you. It's just good to know that you're still alive and kicking. Well, at least things are going well for you, right?

[calorie_zero]

Essentially...I switched fandoms. :\ So I kind of feel like I've betrayed Aoiha or something.
But it's good to know you understand.

Things are so-so right now but things will work themselves out. If you'd like to keep hearing how my life is going, please add "club-hypnotic."

Thank you.

[x_chrizzl3_x]

Aww, I know what you mean. I've switched fandoms so many times. I'm stuck on KyoTo and Reituki right now. Hey, it happens to all of us. Some of us are able to work through it, and some of us can't just because. It's totally understandable and that's happened to me before. I was lucky, and after a year or so of not writing, I got back into it.

Well, they always to in the end, so best of luck to you. C: I'll make sure to do so.

*hugs*

[mcleitner]

I understand completely. I have been in denial, but I think it's safe to say I'm in the same boat when it comes to "not feeling anything". u__u *hugs*

[calorie_zero]

inspiration moved out and apathy has moved in. =-=
*hugs*
thank you.

[x_lain_x]

You know, you're my favorite fanfic writer >.< I'm sad D:<

But I understand. Other them RPs, I stopped writing too.
Gonna miss you tough D:

[calorie_zero]

I'm truly really sorry! >< I was really reluctant to do this but I can't just leave a ton of people hanging and be like "uhm..."

Thank you.

[calorie_zero]

It's got nothing to do with comments at this point, really! That was just in the beginning.
*hugs* I'm sorry I made you upset.

But thank you for the time we spent together before.