aaaaaahhhhhhhh it was such a good day! holy moly! i made some great friends that are wicked awesome and i am totaly happy and comfortable with. although my gaydar couldn't be more off. i know it doesn't matter, but i seriously can't tell if who is gay and who is not. i'm worried because i am super attracted to one of them who seemed to be ( Read more... )

i'm really lonely right now. all i want is to be loved and it isn't happening. andy is away yet again for the 8th time this summer on tour and won't be back for a week. wicked lame. good for him though. i just want to make lots of new friends and be happy with them. i miss justine a hella lot. it was nice just having somebody around even in ( Read more... )

Back @ MECA. better the second time around i guess...so far. i'm an RA now so i feel high and mighty. the new freshman are okay i guess. there are smcc students living with us now. most are a bunch of jamokes, some are alright. i have met and have become friends with a much more than alright smcc student by the name of jeremy. attractive, ( Read more... )

what do you do when your mom tells you she doesn't love you anymore? she's in love with a terrorist instead?

i'm not even joking.

best of wishes
tamera

so yesterday was absolutely amazing! Andy came and picked me up with eric. we went to their show in gorham, which totally sucked. they were the 4th band that played @ 5pm. who the hell sets up a show out side in a campus parking lot that starts at like 1pm and not flyer for the fucking thing. aaahhhhh you fucking morons. we left right after ( Read more... )

so if you ever feel like you just need to get luck, here are my 2 lines of succsess ( Read more... )

so i was hoping this week was going to be awesome because the weekend was so amazing...wrong. i've been confronted by many big desicions i must make very soon. my back kills. i just want to be home now. i wish my bf wasn't such a fucking sketch ball about the dumbest shit. i'm really getting sick of things and i'm just unhappy ( Read more... )

i saw THE APPLESEED CAST LAST NIGHT! Andy and i went together and it was amazing! so f'n amazing! i seriously could never ever get old of them. i love appleseed cast so god damn much it hurts. i dont know what i would do if they broke up. their new drummer is awesome, but not as awesome as the last one. i'm so happy andy liked it! i have ( Read more... )

anger.

anger.

anger.

i miss jay so much. talked to him for an hour last night and it felt like home. i miss home so much.

i'm sick of taking my anger out on other things. putting the gaurd back up and putting my game face on. so the question is, are you on offence or defence?

you think you know, but you have no idea.

soup. i need soup

You Are 23 Years Old
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