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i am never content with anything ( Read more... )

so, last night was actually alright i guess. my computer got corrupted with some pretty special music, and my desktop just isnt what it used to be but besides that my house is intact. which surprises me. it went well in general.ive been having a lot of fun with life lately, minus school of course. but its only a 4 day week AND THEN SPRING BREAK ( Read more... )

im home alone for awhile and God it's nice. i'm mildly creeped out though because my house phone will ring one time and then stops and it's done that..a lot of times. haha ( Read more... )

LATELY, I WANT TO EITHER THROW MYSELF IN A HOLE or throw myself on something..good?ive never experienced so many ups and downs at the same time. its totally insannee man.im in a weird mood. MY BIRTHDAY IS IN TWO DAYS.TWO.MWAHAHA I WILL BE A 16 YEAR OLD IN LESS THAN TWO DAYS. actually, it really doesnt mean anything, since i cant immediately get my ( Read more... )

i need to write again.its like i have these writing spurts where all ill do is write constantly then one day it all stops as quick as it started.the same with drawing i guess, if you dont count the margins of my notes in school.which are constantly being sketched on as an alternative for actually paying attention to what the teachers have to say. ( Read more... )

i think ill resort to only updating this when i actually have something to say to the public, which sometimes is very frequently, and sometimes is never.i wish i could just type my heart out into this word processed computerized journal of mine, but i cant because society seems to have a gaping mouth plagued with gossip and the unattractive quality ( Read more... )

"Health Essays Gone Wrong" well, dont worry, i changed it before i turned it in. ahhhh i was mad that night.and since elise liked it, i decided to post it ( Read more... )

ahhh im sitting here. why is this all so stressful? why do i feel so alone. i do. im not making it up. i need someone to sit up all night and talk to. i need..a man. ha. not one only in it for the lust but that just what i seem to keep getting eh? i want to leave again. the speech trip wasnt long enough. the orchestra one is in a month and i need ( Read more... )

it's early. im sitting here with my tea and a head full to the brim of thoughts. so here's why im writing ( Read more... )