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[calibounce]

have you ever wondered what life would be like if you would just have chosen a different road for your journey called life? Have you ever wondered why was I put in this stupid situation called your family's fucked up problems? and why the hell you cant seem to get passed how its not your fault and the inferiority behind it all? Why you are blessed

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[anonymous]

Rudolph! I know I'm equally blessed to have such an AMAZING friend like you in my life. You and the other s are so precious to me...don't take that in a weird way lol. I can't control my family's financial stuff and neither can you with your family. I am in no way higher than you on the statis of a human being poll. I've been through some tough stuff (as you know)...and you have too...we've both gotten good grades in school...and not so great ones...we both have faith...etc. I'm just a normal as are you. I have NEVER thought of myself as better than you in any way shape or form...and that's not gonna change. I think you're a lot more priviledged than you think-ummm excuse me...you shouldn't ever need to wash cars for money! EVER!!! You are a smart even if you don't always think so. But you are! You graduated from one of the top schools around the area...not everyone can do that. You are a smart , don't let anyone tell you any different. If you would've run outta my house, I'd chase after you and bring you back.

[calibounce]

i know i should believe what you are saying is true, but its hard for me to alot. you know i struggle with the whole inferiority thing alot so its nothing new. i am sorry for feeling this way but i cant really help it right now its just something that i struggle with and always will. we could talk about it later i suppose. xoxo

[missed_identity]

talk. me. you. cass.

[islurredmywords]

yes. we need ta have a lil pow wow. soon.

[hopelessbreath]

Hey Kate. I know that there are a lot of things being said and done around here lately. I'm not sure what they are. but i know they are out there. and I don't know how much your involved or whatever but i know that cass says your mad at me and obviously meghan has been and i hate that everything seems to be falling apart. Meg said that you wanted to talk to me, which i would have loved becasue i hate the "separation between the group right now" (ha laguna beach reference)but obviously you are leaving for college and i don't know when the next time we will get to sit down and chat will be. i don't want to wait forever to find out what is wrong with us or meg. I'd reallly rather it had been talked about forever ago when it began because i'm left clueless and hurt. I read a few of your journals. I know that your family situation sucks and that the drama with beale has always been an issue but i loved the one about our first laguna night and the mean bitches comment. i know we haven't always been the best of friends but i have always