*There is still much I could say to you, but the burden would be too great for you now ( Read more... )

*I aLwAyS wAnT wHaT's OuT oF rEaCh*

-X-Howdy yall. -lol- I haven't really written an update in a while so here I am! Today's been really good. Tyler got me flowers this morning!! It was sooo cute! And they were my favorite too! Whit Roses. It was really sweet. He's great, I love that kid. Besides that nothing really spectacular happened. A lot of ( Read more... )

I used to think that you were someone else ( Read more... )

I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I know how it feels to not know yourself, to not understand yourself. I know what it's like to hide your feelings, your tears, and your true self from the entire world. Maybe ( Read more... )

*About You ( Read more... )

**this is going to be one of those entries that prolly won't make any sense and if you don't wanna hear me whine then don't effin read it ( Read more... )

*...I -BeLiEvE- that love is the answer*And I -BeLiEvE- that love will find a way...*

-X-Hey guys! I just got back from the tannin bed! Whoo to the hizoo!! -lol- I haven't been in almost 2 months. And I didn't get burnt! -lol- Today has been a good day. Nothing really spectacular happened but that's ok. -lol- Oh!! Elliot wore a pink shirt today! I love it when guys wear pink for some reason. -lol- But yes it was great. He looks good ( Read more... )

-X-New and Improved! -lol- I changed all the stuff on my journal cuz I got tired of the same thing. -lol- Like it?-X ( Read more... )

-X-I just got off the phone with Seth and I love him to death. He's so great. This is gonna be one of those 'awe how sweet' things so if you don't wanna hear it, move on. -lol- I talked to him for almost 2 hours. And he was really tired but wouldn't let me go and he's so cute when he's tired and it was just one of those cute-sweet convos. -lol- I ( Read more... )