Have you ever had a nightmare that stays with you way after you wake up, and then get this fear that until you talk to someone or have contact with the outside world, you might not really be outside of it yet ( Read more... )

and in other news, I'm damn near positive I have an ear infection of some sort.

Either that, or a bug has laid eggs in my ear, but I've heard tell that this sort of thing is unlikely.

and I still have no job.

Can I get a damn the man/fuck the system, anyone?

why the fuck is the date saying april 17, 2006? well, whatever ( Read more... )

Ok, so since I haven't been around for the past...long time and god knows there isn't an excuse good enough for that shit apparently, I figured instead of just trying to explain every-fucking-thing that has been going on/wrong in my life, I'll just start with the most recent ( Read more... )

I'm sorry to everyone I have failed.

So I just found out that my parents are getting separated ( Read more... )

I'll post the entry I should later ( Read more... )

Ok, well, there are about 4 people whose comments/emails i need to respond to, but i'm busy as shit today getting everything done with work and school because god knows i won't do anything tonight...other than:

I'm going to the fucking pixies concert tonight!!!!!!!!
yeah, you can tell i'm a bit excited. i've been looking forward to this for months ( Read more... )

this'll be short ( Read more... )

I am in such a fucking. bad. mood ( Read more... )