Comments | cal_sitter: 177 Near Disasters

cal_sitter

177 Near Disasters

Apr 04, 2009 14:44

Some nights I can't sleep. There isn't a single night that I want to. When I sleep, I forget. Each morning the blood is on my hands again, and I know I failed. This time there's no free pass. I keep breaking my promise. As hard as I try, it is never going to be enough ( Read more... )

my emo is becoming destructive, handle with care, curse, here there be monsters, not to be left alone, not sleeping, hero complex, no inner monologue curse, holding back for others' safety, plays with sharp objects, delilah, affected and fighting it, i'm no superman

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cal_sitter April 4 2009, 22:57:38 UTC

Is it time for that talk, Sam?

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cal_sitter April 4 2009, 23:06:03 UTC

Cursed, yes, but not to such an extent that I'm not myself, and I'm tired of running. What do you want?

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private; captainshort April 5 2009, 02:48:48 UTC

Niko.

private; cal_sitter April 5 2009, 02:56:01 UTC

This is what I didn't want to tell you.

private; captainshort April 5 2009, 03:00:50 UTC

I figured as much. It's Cal, isn't it?

private; cal_sitter April 5 2009, 03:04:01 UTC

He was dead. Not in truth but in my mind, and that was all that mattered.

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71_chevelle April 5 2009, 18:47:36 UTC

You worry me, Niko.

[ooc; back tagging, couldn't miss this.]

cal_sitter April 5 2009, 18:49:44 UTC

I worry a lot of people lately, including myself.

[ooc: I love tagging.]

71_chevelle April 5 2009, 19:20:57 UTC

Are you planning on doing something about that? Or are you just going keep circling the drain 'til ya get pulled down.

cal_sitter April 5 2009, 19:23:52 UTC

Is this how your conversations go with Dean and Sam? Which lifeline are you going to throw me? Or do you prefer to wait on the dock and watch?

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