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День 2010.10.23, Точное время 07:42:00 Last night, I dreamt of receiving an e-mail from Sir. Nikki affirmed that it was supposed to be sent but didn't because of what happened. Upon opening all the messages that he sent me, I noticed that they were filled with bloody borders. It was creepy but it didn't affect my day much. I'm guessing that Sir just wanted me to focus on my thesis above anything else.
As usual, I woke up an hour and a quarter after my alarm. I rushed to eat my breakfast and bathe. But upon hearing Tambalan of Love Radio, it's as if I had the luxury of time to prepare. When I seated inside the bus, I slept immediately and just woke up when I'm near DLSU. Surprisingly, I was not late. I'm quite early for the class considering that I left our house late. I drank an energy drink to keep myself awake for the whole day. That's why during my KASPIL2, my mind kept on wandering on a lot of things. I took my lunch at Noodle Boy at Robinson's Place and went straight to Gloria Jean's for my thesis. I'm really glad that I really was in the mood to write. I finished the fourth chapter and found useful websites for my appendices. Afterwards, I went to the supermarket to buy myself a new toothbrush and a mouthwash. I want to have my mouth and teeth super clean all through out the day. Also, I bought a box from Papemelroti for my keepsakes. My previous "memory box" was already full. It's now time to fill another box with memories.
Today, I felt happy. I am not quite sure why but I'm glad to have felt this kind of "happiness". I know that I have experienced "growth" in the past few days. I was alone. I avoided talking to people. I'm trying not to talk. What I'm doing is just planning and doing what's planned. Enough of the perfect plans, what I needed was real actions with real results. And that's what I did. I did not share with anyone what my plan was. Neither did I receive any comments from anyone telling me that my plans are great nor my plans won't push through. I did not bother what others are going to say. I just did what I was supposed to do.
I remember the times when I call MC every night for my plans for the next day, plans for growth, and plans to anything, I often receive positive remarks on great my plans are. On the contrary, she also tells me sometimes that my plans are unreachable and here I am filled with plans and no actions. Today, I just did what I was supposed to do.