It hurts big time.
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Behind those happy texts, I know that you are also texting somebody else. I do not know who he is, what’s in him. The only thing that I know is that you might be falling in love with him. It hurts me to think that you cuddle each other, you kiss each other, you hold each other’s hands. That could have been me, instead of him. There must be something in him that might have helped you to move on easily. As of now, you’re not yet real. I’m loving someone who isn’t in love with me yet, or who has already fell out of love. He knows that I still exist, and it kills me to know that he also exists in your life.
Do you still remember how we both write our shared stories before? How we dreamt of sharing our tomorrows with each other?
Did I get your attention? Cause I’m sending all the signs. You said move on, where do I go? I’m still in love with you. I can’t live without you. In a week or two, I’ll be having my graduation. People might find this sentimental but my graduation will mean a lot of things. It signifies if I’ll leave my school happy… or in tears.