i figure i should update this thing, because i never do. this weekend ruled, hung out with molly and reph, so yeah party time. tommorow is cosmos. and i saw the blood brother with the chinese stars, the plot to blow up the eiffiel tower, mates of states,in the last month or so. so that was all pretty cool. nothing much i'd care to share with all of ( Read more... )

i've stoped bothering with updateing this thing obviously. i got a real journal, i can write more privite things in it, just is just another form of something like myspace just about. so i'm going to do homeschool, i desided it will be better for my grades and my mental health. i could do all my work at cosmos while listen to music rather then at a ( Read more... )

i get to leave school in 20 minutes, its 1:30. i don't care if it's just an hour less, it's still an hour less spent in school. of course it's to see a physciatric counselour, but still. i hate grossmont.

another day closer to death, another livejournal update. which i ahven't done in while. so shyt. i finished a book titled trout fishing in america by richard brautigan it was good. i don't recomend it if your don't have to brain power to seperate a metaphor from a similie.

i need..... real friends, i have friends, but i don't have a good group of real friends, i don't think i've had real friends in a long time. people who actaully give shit, who do nice things and value my good qualitys, who put up with my shit, who don't let stupid shit ruin friendships. i don't have enough friends like that, al least not many i get ( Read more... )

today i stayed home, i cleaned, i listen to 153 songs on random, made chi tea, and watch fear and loathing in lasvegas. i t was one of the best days i ahd ina long time, i should quit school.

my legs itch, im out of stritera, i feel hostile, i feel ugly, and people suck fat cocks.

i want to go to film school, and kill everyone, but more then anything i want to go to film shcool. and im exited about this abnd thing, i hope it doesn't get negelcted.

last night i lost my purse, i am upset about it. but i took some interesting pictures with alex, i'll post them once theya re developed and scaned in. my feet hurt, and im mad for missing business lady. i'll see them on the 20th of oct. perhaps.

oh man so their some sorat corprait radio conference happening in sandeigo so an indy media group is having a 4 day convention acting against it. it sounds pretty cool, im thinking of going to that, thye havieng a meadi fair at the world beat center on oct. 9th. i jsut ahve this crazy desire to acctaully do something about and be active when it ( Read more... )