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I'm going to make money selling my love to my husband.

dignity
self respect
"selflessness", lie.

we dont fight
no need to, i already gave in
when i married him
caving in
caving in
its always about pressure
martyr
a childs martyr
little heroine.

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"Lets bond over something honey, you know like we used too." he wrote to her.
"Lets get away for the weekend, lets get away for everyweekend."
He doesnt like where he is.

you dont know anything
dont worry about it though
your hallucinations wont end
but you can learn to enjoy them
freind fire
freindly flames
absorb it
functions well now
it functions well now
i want to leave it
leave it behind
you=it
follow it
its a riddle because i am too weak
to say it out loud
or even mean it

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Oh, where have you been, my blue-eyed son ( Read more... )

i just won an autographed cd and poster on ktru for recognizing a suicide song
i won a contest!
it made my hour.

i wish i wish
i wrote a song about the human body growing
i left out the mind, that doesnt matter to me
it never mattered to me
i wrote in the same song about a selfish child
and finally about myself
they all go together in past experiences
so i wrote a song about it.