not happy
I'm feeling really antsy and anxious and pissy right now.
There's nothing for me to be really upset about. I've got a good night planned for myself. I've made headway in resolving the drama (at least for me) that's consumed my life over the past few months.
Yet right now my breath is shallow and my mind is roiling. I've tried to sit and meditate for a few moments but the maelstrom that makes up my thoughts won't let me chill. And I feel the need to embrace the madness rather than seriously try to clear it.
This day SUCKS despite my productivity.
There's nothing for me to be really upset about. I've got a good night planned for myself. I've made headway in resolving the drama (at least for me) that's consumed my life over the past few months.
Yet right now my breath is shallow and my mind is roiling. I've tried to sit and meditate for a few moments but the maelstrom that makes up my thoughts won't let me chill. And I feel the need to embrace the madness rather than seriously try to clear it.
This day SUCKS despite my productivity.