Poly History

[bzero]

Poly Mom posted a poly history, and I thought maybe I should do the
same since I get asked about it a lot. Those that know me IRL have
probably heard all this before, so feel free to skim or skip entirely.
B)
I’ve always been polyamorous in the sense that being in love with one

Comments

[goth_kittykat]

man, with all the stuff going on in your life you need a therapist. anyone would be crazy to not have a third party to help you keep things in order. i think everyone needs therapy.

thanks for this. while i'm insanely jealous as you read and can't do poly because of this i enjoy reading other people's relationships and points of view.

[bzero]

I am back in therapy, and it is good to have someone neutral to talk to. I'm usually not that jealous, but lately it's been harder since my relationships haven't been as secure. Happy to share the bizarre workings of my odd-even-for-poly relationship life. B)

[goth_kittykat]

oh i know. i was saying it in a supportive, good move, i agree way.

[bzero]

*grin* I appreciate the support. I'm hoping therapy will help.

How about "Kilamanjaro" with poly tendencies, based upon Monog Rel with may-Dec power control ishs?

[augieky02]

also coupled with Social Anxiety Disorder, when immersed in situations with fear-of-Authority aspects, further inhibiting overcoming said Social-anxiety disorder, leading to further problems...in other words "choking" causes horrible social situations, which leads to further "choking" leading to those problems further enveloping, and cementing.

Is there a pill or a lobotomy procedure that would fix this? would talk therapy help?

Want to fix me, because I want someone else to accept me, that I can't seem to connect with, but is my age, and has my interests. Cannot accept continued failure anymore. Want to improve. What to do?