This is how I feel right now.

Nov 02, 2009 18:15



Wow 미쳐버리겠다 닥쳐주길 원했다
Wow, I think I’ll go crazy, I’ll appreciate it if you shut up,

너의 그물속에 바보같은 Fish 이걸로는 안돼? Cash
I’m like a stupid fish in your net, can’t it be enough like this? Cash

너의 사랑이 내 살을 도려내 아련해

Your words of love scrape my skin, it becomes dim,
오늘 나 머리가 아파와 또 다시 환청이 들려와

My head starts to hurt again, I’m starting to hear auditory hallucinations ( Read more... )

!this is how i feel right now

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tvxqlover84 November 3 2009, 01:17:23 UTC
I know how you feel and I really dont know how to act anymore.
Things have gone out of proportion. I wish things were back to normal when there were 5 of them united not like SME and then HoMin (though I still dont believe their message) and not JaeSuChun from their own. I want DBSK to be a whole back again. I really dont know what its going to happen to them now.
I just dont know anything anymore.

P.S. by the way I read the prologue for the new CBII, I will leave a proper comment soon.

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byuldeureul November 3 2009, 20:23:23 UTC
[Hugs] Unnieeeeeeeeeeee ( ... )

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shorichan November 3 2009, 10:06:34 UTC
We're all crushed bb
I just don't know what to say anymore...
I'm so confused and I'm angry as hell at SM
and I kinda feel betrayed by Yun and Min
but apart of me still can't bring myself to believe that they said that
They need to be together, their a family god damn it!
I just we have to be strong, it's soo damn hard, but...what else can we do huh?
*huggles*

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byuldeureul November 3 2009, 20:28:14 UTC
"Confused and angry as hell" was exactly how I felt the minute I heard about this, bb...but now I've calmed down a lot...somewhat..... .__. Some hours of sleep and going out to run some errands today helped keep my mind off of things...but I was listening to DBSK songs the entire time, and it was really "nostalgic" feeling......but I'm trying to keep my chin up no matter what ( ... )

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dbsktvxq_lover November 4 2009, 13:22:17 UTC
BB~! T_____T I can't believe (and still refuse to believe) it too!!
I honestly don't care if they won the lawsuit or not...
I just wish to see them together again....:'(

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byuldeureul November 20 2009, 20:01:42 UTC

:'[[

I've been feeling the same way more than ever lately. For sure... A corner of my heart is screaming at me to believe that they (HoMin) may really have wanted to do this (to side with SM)...but the rest of my heart says they were FORCED to...or otherwise, their signatures were FORGED...idk...

I want to see them, too. So much. But let's keep the faith some more, bb, and keep hope 'til the end. ♥ There has to be some light at the end of this tunnel...surely...

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jinsane226 November 20 2009, 12:38:59 UTC
aish BB *hugs*

Imagine my damn shock to come back to fandom and see all of this negative news.

Especially since the last time I was really online everything was flooded with hope from the Shanghai concert...
T_________________________T

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byuldeureul November 20 2009, 20:10:20 UTC
[Is hugged] ;~; Waaahh~...

It's a HUGE shock, isn't it? Basically, the way I first heard about it was through a secondhand, word-of-mouth reply to one of the CB II chapters...

childishgrin mentioned how upset she was that the 'shit was hitting the fan with HoMin' -- and, do understand, this was at 6 AM in the FARKING morning before I was about to go to school (I just went on to go check my email and my inbox here .____.) -- so as SOON soon as I heard that, I ran over to the communities...

And that was when I saw the posts that made my heart stop.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing: "HoMin side with SM"?! I nearly screamed out loud... >___< The rest of the day at school, I was in such a daze...my BF wondered what was wrong ahahaha......how could I explain it, I thought...how did I get so affected ( ... )

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*hugs you tight like Yoochun would for Jae* jinsane226 November 22 2009, 01:03:40 UTC
The whole HoMin situation is suspicious and sticky(and not any good kind of sticky substance)

You're right, the only thing that we as international fans can do is just wait, support, love and hope. I know that our boys will make it through this. They are forever as one... they just need us as fans to both remember that and remind them of it.
♥♥♥♥♥♥
^would drown you with hearts and hugs if I could
>3

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*CLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGS* byuldeureul November 22 2009, 01:10:39 UTC

I'm still under the sinking, bad!sticky suspicion that SM forged those signatures. SERIOUSLY. T______T Aaaaaaaaaaaugh...

[Nods] Couldn't have said it better myself, bb. :] If they can be strong through all this, we most definitely have to do the same to prove ourselves as true fans. I won't lie, my heart skipped a beat when Jae mentioned international fans in his speech LOL >w<;; This silly heart of mine; if only I could turn it off for a moment~~...

I'M ALREADY DROWNING IN LOVE, CHUN TO MY JAE. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Because you always provide with such lovely conversations and ilusfm for that ;_______; Uwaaaaaaaah~~~.....!!!!! [Hugs you again and again]

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